Sharon's Twist.

Growing up II

2010-06-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

The only thing I hate about growing up is that
it forces us to see the ugly side of human :(

Sometimes I only hope I am ignorant enough to ignore what is going on.

I hate life :(

Sleeping Habits

2010-05-31T15:04:00.002+08:00

Sleeping habits are all screwed up cause of assignments.

Thursday/Friday - Slept at 7am and woke up at 9am cause assignments datelines on friday. ONLY 2 HOURS OF SLEEP :0 :0 Never felt so tired since scouting LOL

Friday/Saturday - Slept at 9pm and woke up at 12pm cause fkn tired

Saturday/Sunday - Had a mini post-assignments celebration and went for dinner and mahjong LOL played til 6am (WTH) and slept at 7am :0

Saturday/Sunday: Woke up at 1pm for lunch and was still tired and had a nap from 5 til 9pm. Slept at 4 am again.

So my sleeping patterns all over the place and my skin is popping pimples like theres no tmr :(

DIET PLAN PART 182

2010-04-27T18:33:00.002+08:00

ok, so I am inspired by lovely Sam and remembered that all of us international students faces the same problem – OVERBINGING.

Seriously, sometimes living alone without parents are hard. You have to buy, cook and wash so sometimes you will just rather do 3 meals at 1 go. Which through my experience, its not good at all. You tend to overfeed yourself cause theres so much food and you tend to gain that extra inch as well.

However, as days goes by your skill cooking skill increases significantly resulting increase in passion in cooking. So the more you cook –> the more you are happy and satisfied –> the more you eat.

Its not helping at all especially when I am stressed up as I loveee baking when I am in pressure. Not a good way to deal with stress I know. But I love how wonderful all this boring ingredients mixed together and turn out to be something this pretty and yummy. Not as good as Sam though, I never try baking something that will suck so much time outta me like kuih lapis or whatever fancy cake as a.) dont have the patience b.) no one eats it. The faith that most all my cakes share –> the bin. Cause I always can’t finish it and family/housemates just wants a piece D: Anyway I don’t really like eating it, I only like baking it cause it is a stress-getaway for me.

So theres more things into the equation. Stress –> Bake –> Happy –> Cook –> Happier –> EAT MORE –> Depressed from all the weight gain –> Bake

And yes people, that is what I call circle of life wtf

p/s: This post is the result of not eating dinner for 5 days wtf. Was too busy working and when I am finally free no one wants to cook and I can't be arsed to prepare my dinner as well. Anyway breaking the habit tonight and going out for dinner. Which is not a good thing I guess cause I am on a DIETTTT ROAR SAM WO MEN JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU

quotequote&&

2010-04-26T21:04:00.001+08:00

WHAT DOESNT KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER!!!!!!!

JIA YOU AH WONG AI NGIIK!! GOGOGOGOGOGO

LOLOLOL just want to express my frustration :`)

Termites

2010-03-21T19:11:00.003+08:00

..is what I am learning in uni now LOL how boring is that I wanted to post a picture of termites but decided its too ugly to be in here.

Anyway I have no idea why I no longer update anymore. Probably blogs are like a nice pair of shoe, where its life spam is only for 3 months, and if its really nice and pretty 2 years HAHA no idea what I am talking but I have been buying at least 2 pairs of shoes every week I think I bought more than 20 pairs in a month LOL can't blame me cause I was back in Msia and Thailand. So I have been:

#1 Studying. seriously I have never been so hardworking in my life. It felt like everyone in my course are so bloody smart cause only the top few can go into civil (which fyi I am studying civil LI MAY!) so I ended up being the bottom one at this cruel smartness-pyramid cause I am not that smart and I can only squeeze into it cause I had good groupmates last year which reminds me that my groupmates now are so bloody smart as well makes me so stress *phew* such long sentence. I am actually studying for a test tmr (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT WEEK 4 AND A TEST!!! WTH) so I am trying my best to attend all lectures(so far never missed any! *PROUD* except the first 3 days which I never attend any at all HAHA And because I wish/hope/want to graduate with first hons *berazam-azam* so I can only study as hard as possible now aih and I hate studying cause its so tiring especially math cause its calculus. Calculus is hate btw

#2 Dress up HAHAHA cause I am buying so many things I get to wear a new thing everyday and tearing price labels every time I do it. New hobby yo. So I tend to be a little more dressed up then my fellow classmates which makes me few a little weird oh well. I keep buying cheap stuff now I am a mojor cheapo but at least I get to wear new, pretty, (last-season) outfits hahaha

#3 Blogging in the other mysterious blog MUAHAHA meimei did you manage to find it? HAHAH aiya its not like I blog very often also la

#4 Working. Yes I am still keeping my job in that fish&chips even though the pay and working hour is crap but they are so so good to me <3>

#5 Thinking bout selling shoes online. Cause I found a website that sells amazing shoes at lovely prices. Its not really that cheap but its so pretty! so yeah thinking bout selling it but I am too lazy to actually execute my plan cause I will be dealing with money and everything will be so troublesome. aih but that extra cash will be good as well

#6 Hang out with friends lo especially now when we are already in second year we tend to be closer to each other and everyone is going to get their license soon so yay :D

anyway thats about it will write something here again after I am finish with termites haha

Like a dream

2010-02-28T20:28:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder,

how much secrets

and emotions

can a girl keep

until she eventually burst into flames.

p/s: Contradicting to my very emo post, I am now very happy actually. Currently in Malaysia with everyone I love and food I love more. But I guess its because it makes a person feel lonely at heart when there are so many people around, yet so few people that truly understands you. Anyway I will no longer post about my life (LOL its not like I ever talked about it) in this site, but in another page with my BFF because we are bringing our friendship into the next step <3>:D

-

2010-01-24T00:52:00.001+08:00

So I just wrote a blog post about Dyan and I felt so weird bout it so I took it down. LOL DYAN I WROTE ABOUT YOU 2 DAYS AGO!! YAY :D

Melbourne love

2010-01-16T19:50:00.007+08:00

I have been updating this blog so much I deserve a big pat on the back! /love. oh and for the previous post I got a typo of 'stroke' as it should be 'struck'. Thanks to the AWESOME-POSUM-ENGLISH-TEACHER-SAMMIE /please sense some sarcasm people.

and this is my dinner 2 hours ago!! MIGHTY ANGUS **LOVE** it was my first time having it though. I usually have the cheap burger, Bacon Cheeseburger cause its only $2 for one lol yeah we are all that cheap. and mighty angus is about triple the price so yeah, tonight is a luxury night cause er we have friends over lol. It was so good though /love

I was taking pic of my house that day (for business lol) and hello people this is my room! its a bit messy in the picture but believe me its very tidy in real life!!! lol and you can see how many things I have in this tiny space. on the left there is a fan and a heater cause weather is rather crazy these days its 45degrees in the morning and 15 degrees at night :/ and on the right is my table and behind the curtain is er the balcony.

This is the closet we just got a few months back cause there are really no more space for our clothes :( and py say every girl should has a closet so er we got an extra excuse to get one. I am incredibly afraid of opening any of the drawers cause it is impossible to close as the clothes are in an explosive manner LOL on top of it is my sisters neglected LV that we only use to put rubbish and snacks lol OH DID YOU GUYS REALIZE THE MISSING OF THE SNACK BOX!! I am a new leaf now!!!! /watery eyes

and this is my closet. I told you I don't own a lot of clothes!! and I refuse to acknowledge that ugly starry jumper on the right. oh IT WAS COLOUR-COORDINATED THAT OTHER DAY!!..for a few hours. hahaha and it got messy after that cause we had a dinner to go to that night.

a picture of it again!! /forgive me. Its cause I just finish hanging and tidying all the clothes I am so proud!! can you believe how many clothes I just hanged on a mo ago :0 and there are a lot of boxes above it. one of it is with bags, another with clothes, and one more is just full of pads. LOL cause my sister got it from her friend for free I think I have at least 3 big boxes full of pads LOL

my study table!! I am currently using 2 comps now. One is the hp laptop (Bob, remember?) on the bed for leisure purpose (watch movie lol) and one is the Mac for er pretty and upgrading the room. HAHAHA cause I am always on the bed I barely have time for the Mac!!! lol but I am using it now though. On the right of my table is the most random thing ever I don't know how to get rid of it, its a tiffany box, a red wine, a bottle of contact lens solution and a gum machine. TELL ME!!! what to do with it you tell me!!! and below you can see the photo album dyan and teresa and sandra made for me <3
This is the mirror and the beauty corner lol. The first box is full of fake eyeslashes boxes I think I owned more than 300 pairs lol and a lot of clarins product. I regret buying so many Clarins before I came!! ROAR I stopped using it like months ago T_T

oh and I have no idea why do I have a picture of this. Look at my sad collection of bags T_T I only like to carry sling bags these days cause of my sore shoulder (lol) so now I only alternating between this 3 bags sigh /sad

ok so I am going to end this abruptly by saying I LOVE VANNESS WU!! HE IS SO CUTE <3

Webcam and I

2010-01-12T01:39:00.004+08:00

...no captions required. Just explained my daily life perfectly.

The Sacred Stones

2010-01-11T10:08:00.003+08:00

I was feeling really good today when I woke up and had a shower. Was wondering why and it stroke me.

I had a dream.
I had a great dream.
I had a great dream and I dreamt about Japan.
I had a great dream and dreamt about Japan and my (maternal) Grandma.

My 2 biggest regret in life both had something to do with my grandma.
I hated it and regret how our consanguinity is. Both of us never bonded. The generation gap, and most important the language gap is pushing us further and further. Throughout years I never felt the need to bond with her but til when I am over with the puberty stage, I realize how important is her to me. Well hello, my mom came from her vajayjay and I came from my moms? ok too much info eeww. So I tried during CNY. But nothing has changed so I was thinking ok maybe I should try harder next year's CNY no worries. and who knows, she went off to my grandpa that october and I never had a chance to say goodbye, which is my biggest regret in life. I hate that I was so selfish and never had a chance to say goodbye. The day she went, is the day before my flight to Denmark. My mom didn't want me to fly back to swak and miss the opportunity in life as everything is scheduled and already paid for, and me, of course, is happy to do so. But who knows, I didn't enjoy Denmark at all. I was crying so much for the first week and didn't dare to tell anyone as I am worried they will see me as this selfish girl who prioritize herself in front of everything, which I am. So I turn out to be this miserable Asian who is not friendly enough. So I hated it. Hated myself, hated D, and most importantly hated I didn't have the chance to say Goodbye.

So yesterday was a Great night. I bonded with her, hold her hands and roam across Japan and at last, had a chance to say Goodbye.

Goodbye, Grandma and say Goodbye to Grandpa for me as well.

Confession

2010-01-09T20:56:00.004+08:00

ok so that was a super unflattering picture of me lol but I was HAPPY! which is very rare these days :(

ANYWAY I have a confession to make. scrap that, I have a few confession to make.

❥ I have been spending so much I am embarrassed :S lol I have been spending so much time with one of Melbourne's biggest shopaholic, py, that I think both of us can actually buy a scooter using that amount of money. and scooter because, well we are thinking bout buying one lol we want to buy everything possible. I think, *I think* I spent about $800 excluding my work pay(which is all gone as well 0.0) cause I get it in cash since the week Aaron came, which is uhm first week of Dec? lol I don't know. I think its cause its near Christmas and everythings on crazy sales!! I just got this amazing dress today for only $10!! SEE GOOD BUY! FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR TOO WHEEE. well I have perfect reasons:
1. Going back to Msia!! must dress nice nice
2. CNY!! AND COUSINS WEDDING OHEMGEE SO MANY RELATIVESZZ
3. Going BKK so must dress like rich tourist what
ok so now I think I am so broke I don't think I can afford BKK anymore wuwu I shall eat and live off Alice LOL. and the worst thing is I don't think I will stop buying things anytime soon wuwu cause everything is so cheap. BTW do you guys need anything? heh dress shoes(Melbourne has the best shoe collection ever) or books (for you Dyan)

❥ I have been slacking for the past 2 months. wanted to get an extra job or work voluntarily but I WAS BUSY SHOPPING OHNOEZ and time has pass and 2 more weeks to go home WEE I can't be bothered HAHA

❥ THE DIET PLAN HAS FAILEDDD well it never succeed anyway lol but I am having wholemeal bread for lunch and cereal for dinner and the weighing scale is not going more to the lefttt :( its probably because I just started 2 days ago and that compulsory cookies&cream ice-cream after dinner is not much help either LOL BUT I AM TRYING! *berazam-azam*

ok so I iz hungry now so I have to go to sleep. OH JUST RMB SOMETHING! My housemate, who was a navy army, and a whole bunch of us went to the beach that day and oh my I think I can suffocate someone with his YUMSIE six packs. LOL now I just sound plain crazy. haha I am just saying that cause I can hear him calling me now LOL KTHXBAI THEN

Starry starry night

2009-12-14T00:17:00.001+08:00

gosh, I love that song so much.

Things I have been doing these days:

1. Working. Even only for 8 hours/week,2 hours/day, it still feels like I have been working non-stop. lol I have no idea why. And I thank God so much for giving me such good employees (even though my pay is ultimately shitty), just today my boss asked me to sit down in the staff room to eat calamari rings and vege bao because the shop is ‘not busy’ lol so good!! I felt so shy and embarrassed and don’t know how to react so I sat down and ate for about 10 mins while my boss is outside busy serving customers. hahaha pai seh

2. Besides that the only thing I have been doing to keep myself occupied is shopping. lol I swear I spent at least 30 hours/week on shopping and manage to buy something useless every time. Thats why I love staying without parents cause theres no one to nag on my spending habits. okok I will try and find an extra job k

3. Beach! Haven’t been spending much time lately cause of the rain but I will starting from..january? cause my mom coming this week tak kan I wear bikini and sun tan with her meh and I am so much darker now me no likey :(

4. A lot of imaginary events are going through my head currently. note: imaginary = things that I am meaning to do but can’t be bothered to move my arse. Things like getting a dog, hitting the gym and getting a new job. LOL it is very tiring just by having so many thing going through my head concurrently okay :3

+++

Sometimes I think I am enjoying being single..a bit too much.

You see, I am currently staying with my sister and my brother so the car always fits just nicely with them and their +1 plus me =5. And I just realize this is not even a proper reason lol I think its because I love being alone and doing things alone and not having someone constantly looking over you. Besides having bf when you are staying alone practically meant that you are sleeping with him and will have him over 24/7 and I am just not ready to be with someone 24/7. I even forbid my sister to come home so frequently cause I get tired seeing her everyday. Sometimes seeing my siblings dealing with their relationships scares me too cause it takes so much blood and sweat just to be with someone you love. You can’t just shut him off and ignore him like every other friend when you ‘feel-like-it’ cause its a ‘relationship’ and we are suppose to deal with it and not run away from it. I did try going on dates because it does sometimes get lonely as I want to find someone to cuddle with, talk with and hang out with. But after a few dates I realize we all tend to get a bit too naggy and clingy which I hate because I really need some personal space and I hate talking on phones (oh, did I not mention it before? I hate talking on phones) And I end up hating this great guy because it felt like I have saw all sides of him(those that I like and dislike) and we end up not being friends anymore. I guess I will just have to wait around to find someone that I really really can click with because I think he must meant a whole lot to me for making me willing to sacrifice my personal space and make me talk on the phone everyday. Anyway I just want to say ‘stop setting me up with someone’ lol cause I believe the perfect guy will just drop from the sky one day <3

12 things that make Sharon a happy Sharon

2009-12-12T21:34:00.003+08:00

1. Pretty shoes that are in budget!

2. Hearing from old friends. COUGH

3. Winning in mahjong/poker. (BTW I am POKER QUEEN 8D)

4. Hair remaining fresh and not oily for more than 24hours.

5. Max Brenner/ Koko Black.

6. Fresh and clean bed sheet.

7. Shopping alone. seriously, why can't people leave me alone so I can shop wit me myself and I!! they always say awhh shopping alone? let me go with you then. And I will be like arghh but I love shopping alone. Then they will be like dont be shy! I always have time for you! and I will be like okayyy T_T and how blonde can this sentence be with so many likes. lol I am not like this in real life!! noooo

8. Found long-lost-forgotten-shoes in the closet.

9. Beach!

10. New useful-but-not-so-useful stuff for my over-crowded room. lol like a scarf holder which I just bought from Ikea that other day!

11. Typing in chinese. I absolutely love love typing in chinese.

12. now, HEADBANDS! <3

This post makes me realize

how easy it is to be happy

yet whyyy am I always feeling miserable.

人要自足啊

SUMMER GEAR

2009-11-21T16:31:00.002+08:00

1. Ray-ban aviator/wayfarer

2. Straw hat

3. Havianas (check)

4. Bikinis (not that I have the bod for it, but still!)

5. Surf shorts (Check)

6. Beach towel

7. Pretty sling bag so don't get sweaty easily (check)

8. Summer dress (check x100)

9. Waterproof make-ups (check)

10. sunscreen (check)

sigh summer is using up all my $$$

HOLIDAYYYYY

2009-11-15T15:25:00.003+08:00

YAY HOLIDAY!!!!!!

well not yet cause one last paper tomorrow but YAY HOLIDAYYYY

so diet plan starts now!!!

eh? just remember I have 4 muffins lying around in my kitchen. eh? 3 actually cause one is in my tummy yay.

so diet starts after the 4th muffin!

2009-11-07T15:49:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥

Not the old man silly, LOOK AT THE DOG!!!!!

awh man if only I have the money to get one, I got enough LOVE for it~!!! :D (L)

Silly me

2009-11-04T19:10:00.003+08:00

I did something really silly just now.

I was doing past year paper and opened the file in words and everyone knows that words in mac is a little wonky. So when I was scrolling my page went crazy. The title keeps on moving by itself (creepy, I know) and the page just won't scroll down!! I deal with it for 5 minutes and I was pissed and frustrated. I was 2 seconds away from calling someone about it. And then I realise its because my book was leaning on the 'space' key. HOW SILLY IT IS!! and to think I got so angry and was thinking I probably should change back to windows. oops I am wrong. I love you mac and please don't die on me anytime soon. LOL

NEW LOVE!

2009-11-02T19:30:00.003+08:00

I swear I have the shortest attention span ever. LOL
I watched 9 episodes of CSI today!! 9!!! and its not even that good argh <:(

The day where I was locked out of house and camera was only source of entertainment for an hour. sigh can you imagine how many pictures did I took of myself that day!! I even recorded a video LOL

+++

Reason why I am broke:

I have a new love!! and it cost me so much money D: anyway I love it so money well spent!! :D

ARGHHH

2009-10-31T21:17:00.003+08:00

All I do now is study study and more studiessszz!!

argh I am bored.

argh I regret skipping all my lectures.

argh I am mad that I studied so much but I still can't remember everything.

argh I am gaining so much weight.

argh I am so broke.

argh I need more money.

argh I have to resume studying now.

grrrr miaomiaomiaodongdongdong *hang kei*

very sad!!

2009-10-25T15:19:00.005+08:00

I just bought my air ticket back to malaysia and I am very sad!!!!

Air tickets are expensive as I am only purchasing it so last minute. Called my parents whether do they want to pay for it as I don't have enough money to buy for myself. Somehow this feels so so bad cause I have to ask my parents to pay something for me and I felt so embarrassed cause they still have to pay something so expensive for me even I am so old now sigh and they are paying in aus d even though they are earning malaysian d and I am the one earning aus d!! I have no idea why it hurts me so much and I am sobbing while buying the tickets and typing this post sigh. I guess its just because I am raised by my parents in a way that I have to earn something I want and not just ask for it as there are so many of us its pretty impossible for them to buy every single things we want. My parents are not from a wealthy background and we are not rich, probably just above average so its actually very hard of them to actually send all their childrens to overseas and I am eternally grateful for it. So I hate it when I have to ask my parents to pay for my thing as I think I already am spending so much of their money the least I can do is pay all this things myself. And its not like I don't have the money, its just because I just bought a new computer and don't really have much spare money now so I don't wanna spend all my money on tickets sigh I suddenly feel very thrifty.

/end rant

sorry its just blabbering in this post cause I suddenly feel very sad cause I can't buy my own ticket back. D:

MSN

2009-10-20T18:24:00.003+08:00

Quite some time ago I was talking to Alice and it went:

eh lice lice I can't remember xxx's birthday edi how!
aiya you always like this one I bet you can't remember my birthday too :(
of course I remember your birthday!! february whattt
yes and yours is 19 September!!
yours is at 4th!!!
..........................................no mine is on the 2nd
:O :O :O
..............
I AM SURE YOURS IS 4TH LAHHHH
its on the 2nd!!!!
4th lah
eh my own birthday!!!!
but 2 times 2 is 4
...
4?
eh like this your birthday is on the 20th lah!!!!
har why like this :====( and did you just realize I just persuaded you whens your birthday with the world most crappiest reason lol 2x2=4 wtf

~this is why I love my foo-chow friend so much!! ♥♥♥♥♥

Friday

2009-10-19T21:48:00.001+08:00

Friday was a good day!

ask me why!!

#1 I FINISHED ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS YAY AND HOLIDAY STARTS NOW YAY x2 okay technically its not holiday(its swot vac) but no uni yayyyy

#2 Had my favourite-est cereal for dinner~ kellogs honey & nut cum clusters nut. yes I have 2 types of cereal at once cause I am indecisive and can’t decide which one I prefer more. :D

#3 Got a job yay. low pay but ah better than nothing cause I have nothing better to do anyway. :3

#4 watch tv with lee. nothing yay to shout out actually. just ngam ngam got his picture so lemme show you how my new housemate looks like *yawn* hahah because other things are so much more happy!!!

#5 Bought something from the net!!! yay but on saturday+sunday I bought more things and spent about $200 O.O sorry lah holiday mah

#6 Had world most-awesome wicked wings for supper!!!! hahaah suppose to be on diet but william was hungry so he went to get some wings. Aiya I only had 3 dont worry. hahahah cause usually I will eat about..eh? 3 also. hahahaha

okay, peace out yo! <3

YAY

2009-10-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

When cat woman..

..meets nerdy…

..you get nerdy cat woman!!

brought to you by,

us~! <3

2009-10-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

....my heart still skips a beat when I see you.

:) <3 :D

Lindt Cafe~

2009-10-13T21:29:00.001+08:00

Steph, Belle and I went to try the Lindt cafe in Chadstone and this is wayyy overdue post. Its only because I suddenly feel like blogging bout food ~<3

de gang.

steph and her white chocolate cake. which is the best among all the food we ordered! yeah the food was terrible :s

Belle belle and her water-gushing-waffle. Looks pretty but nah. its probably because its not defrost properly or something. aih I miss Max Brenner so much now but wuwu no money

Mine~! which is very bad as well. It is too small. and its not soft enough and its too crumble-ly. when you bite into it the whole thing just falls apart :(

a glimpse of my favourite shopping mall! not as good as OU though. heh. do you guys still call it ou!!! or cool names like uzzie or something. hahahh

Diet

2009-10-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

Sigh so I am on a diet again cause my mom is coming in about a month.

The diet plan is not going on plan cause I am having this weird cravings for at random time.

So today my meal consists of:

Brunch: chicken roll (eh sorry was hungry haha must eat solid food)
Teatime : Cereal
Dinner : Bread + ice-cream(cannot tahan) + watermelon

sigh at this speed when I can I actually start losing weight!! hahaha and no, exercise is not really an option.

oh oh speaking bout exercise did i tell you what i did that day!! I paid $20 to go for hot yoga!!!! it was so HOT. seriously I wasnt expecting to be this hot at all. It was at least 45 degrees. and before that I had a burger for lunch and I can tell you its not a very smart move. Its so hot and you feel so nauseous and the burger is literally at your throat ready to come out anytime soon. sigh it was so hard. thinking bout going there again though. Felt that I sweated a lot = increase matabolism = decrease in weight. yay

Diary of a sickass

2009-10-07T11:53:00.004+08:00

Assignment due tomorrow!!111

Anyway so I was feeling extremely uncomfortable yesterday so I went home and take a nap around 2. woke up around 8 and had pizza for dinner(haha life of a student). Then while doing my assignment on my bed (hello, feeling sick remember? ahha) I accidentally fall asleep around 11 and woke up at 7 this morning!!! And in between my sleep I think I shitted around 200 times. hahahhahahah I highly suspect its either the laksa kenny cooked the day before, or its either the sushi I had in the morning. Anyway woke up around 7am to bath and shit, and feel that I really can't make it to school. But I had class from 8am to 5pm today!! Today is my crazily long day. So I was suppose to go to school at 8, I skipped, then at 2 for a tutorial, I skipped again, so now I am just wondering should I go for the 4pm lecture!! arghh anyway so in between making all these decisions feeling extremely unwell, I think I shitted for another 500 times. hahahahh and please remember I still have a assignment that is worth 10% and i only finished like, 25%. Oh well wish me luck, on both my arse and assignment. Hope you dont feel nauseous after reading this disgusting post. Oh btw william just came in and ask me whether am I going for the lecture and said 'depends on your shitty decision' it actually isnt this disgusting in mandarin and I said 'yeah literally'. hahahha

Rainbow, mountains and clouds.

2009-10-01T13:49:00.003+08:00

Just wondering am I making the right decision :/

Sharon emo :S

Finals is in less than a month. ahhhh

:===( x 100000

so much to think, so little time.

Shoeszzz

2009-09-14T15:29:00.001+08:00

I deeply believe that a pair of good shoes will bring you further therefore I LOVE SHOES LOVE LOVE LOVE!! On average i buy 2 pairs of shoes per month, but not anymore as I am so broke now. And besides that I keep wearing the same ol’ one therefore I stopped buying shoes like uh.. 3 weeks ago? hahaah

anyway I am turning 19 this 19th!! yay so I am thinking bout buying some jengjengjeng **Christian Louboutin** to reward myself for uhmm staying sane so long!! Hey its dream shoe okay. But since I some how cant find it in Aust, I will probably get it off ebay. aiya. But I really want to feel my baby before I buy it. sigh. and I am only willing to pay less than $200 for it. So its pretty impossible for me to get it D: sponsor anyone?

Can you spell L-O-V-E!

I love this pair so much I can cry. :====(

I like this a lot too but I think I got something similar. hmm

I don’t have pink shoe!!! and green, and brown, oh and yellow. gasp *feel insecure*

ahh love at first sight.

This is like, the ultimate. period.

But at the end of the day, I will probably get a pair of this.

I know its not fun and its not really a fashion piece, but I love it so much! It can be match up with every thing in my closet, and people who knows shoe will also go ga-ga over it. (or at least I will) ahhh and now if I have the money :D

oh and sorry I used up all your bandwidth for this vain post to satisfy my own desire. lol

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!

2009-08-31T20:38:00.002+08:00

MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA!!
hahahhahahahh

awh I miss home food now :[
and I have the urge to buy something now. like, spending a lot of money. awh and I don't know why. EH HOW AH HAND ITCHY. must.buy.something. haha but I don't know what to buy!!

how are all of you btw?
feels like its been ages since I last heard from you guys ;]

Why ah

2009-08-30T00:58:00.004+08:00

One of the downside of being a Malaysian is this funny Malaysian accent.

A lot ( I mean a lot a lot) of people get very very confused when they were having a conversation with me. They always ask question (in particular order):
Am I local?
No? Then how long have I been in Melbourne?
Only a couple of months? Then why do you speak such a good english? (Aiya pai seh lah but serious. hah!)

Cause somehow its pretty obvious that I am from somewhere else, but I can speak English like my mother tongue. (not that good but yeah you get the drift) But it is so embarrassing because there are some words I can't really pronounce without very strong accent. Words like potato, and er can't think of anynow. haha I don't know whether is it because of my foo chow accent! hahahah cause my dad cant pronounce v without pronouncing it like wu-v. HAHAHAHHA oopsie sorry father.

so that day I was asking my friend something and the conversation goes like this:
'eh why arh?'
'eh I dono ah.'
'eh don't mok my malaysian accent!!'

hahahah but it sounded really really funny one someone with such strong australian accent speaks with lahs and mahs. haha I think my friends are all getting a lil bit of Malaysian accent. hahah oops I am soli ah.

A typical day in monash

2009-08-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

During the 9am lecture...

hey Sharon have you done your material assignment?

Yes *big,huge grin* I finish it in 3 hours yesterday night :] do I deserve a big fat pat on the back or what :D

OH REALLY COOL! didn't expect you to finish it. lol can I have a look? when is yours due?

*hand over assignment* of course :D oh mine is due at 11 later.

urm..sharon, your assignment is only 2 page long...

Yeah powerful leh I finish it in 3 hours and I got 800 words!!! We only need 750 words for the whole assignment isn't it!! *excited and proud*

Urm.................. no.

NO!! WHAT NO!!! *rawrs at friend*

Its 300 to 750 words PER QUESTION. Not the whole thing!!!

RAWRRR ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!!!! THEN THE WHOLE THING SHOULD BE LIKE WTF 3000 WORDS?!!!!!

err I supposed. Thats why it is worth 6 percent.

..I don't wanna talk to you already. You just spoil my beautiful morning :==(

So, at 10 am I rushed to the comp-lab and manage to write it until 1200 words. Sigh so now I am only hoping to get 3 percent. sigh sigh sigh

And thus, this is a typical uni student's day. or rather, a typical day in Sharon's life.

wuwuw why is this so depressing.

Semester resolution..

2009-08-20T10:37:00.002+08:00

...failed!!!

oh noooooo I missed my 8am lecture today again!! :=========(

OH NO!! I swore to go for it yesterday night cause Ive never been to this lecture class before and its week 5 now!!

fuck. I think I am gonna fail this subj.

wuwuw

A day without friends is like a day without..astro?

2009-08-19T22:14:00.004+08:00

Today is a very happy day because I don’t have any assignments due tomorrow!!!! YAY! but I have one due on friday though. ahh oh well. I had 4 assignments due last week and I think I nearly die. and yes lah I know I gained weight and my mom is so gonna kill me. wuwu

Okay,my blog is seriously lacking of pictures so here are a few pictures of me! hahaha

Look what I receive that day!!

Thank you sam chin~! wo ai ni ahhhh. btw why nobody send me parcel before one!! haha and oops mei yan your parcel is still here in melbourne cause my moms prolly coming to melbourne next week I will just ask her to pass it to you. sorry~!

Its a card!! from us!! and urm a photo frame from ikea malaysia which the glass cracked and sam demanded me to find something to replace it. saya itu malas lah. nanti dulu lah.

THANK YOU SAM~! mwah^^

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Hey everyone guess who came for a sleepover that day!! meet bulu!! my neighbours golden retc. cum my favourite-est dog ever. haha it gave me a huge trauma that day though. Because bulu is such a girlie name we all assume that she is girl. But apparently not because while we were playing with him, it started dry humping cherina!!! HAHHAHAHAHA it was so funny yet scary!!!!!!! we were happy playing with him(cutest dog ever remember?) then he started standing and doing weird pose and it took us a while to see what he is doing!! He seriously scares me and I even had nightmares about him humping T________T and now even when I see him outside I always run away from him when I see him intending to stand up and play with us. ahhh sorry bulu I still love you!!

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awhh I miss all of you!!

AND I CAN’T FIND ANY PICTURE WITH THE COWS!! WHY LIDDAT ONE!! WHY MENGAPA WEI SHI MO!!! oh nooooo!!! must.take.one.now. *paranoid*

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SPRING IS HERE!! HURRAY!!

p/s: sammie do you get my hint from the pictures I posted! haha

Insomnia

2009-08-13T10:16:00.002+08:00

Hello long time no see! hahhaah

so I have class from 8 to 5 yesterday, well technically from 9 to 5 cause missed the first lecture, did some grocery shopping, cook rice (literary cause william offered to cook the dishes) and slept.

until 12pm today.

hahahahhahahah so i slept from 9pm to 12pm today and missed my lecture at 8. Which I never went before.

oopssss I got 2 8am lectures every week and I dont think I went for any of it before since school starts. urmm and its actually really important cause I am really lost this sem! everything is so hard, computing, electrical, chemistry and materials. GAH! ohh thanks for recorded lectures!

oh well so my new semester resolution is to attend all my 8am class. blah who am I kidding. ***correction*** my new semester resolution is to attend quarter of my 8am class. heh

My life now

2009-08-01T18:35:00.002+08:00

My life now.. is a mess.

Is it okay to feel lost at a young age of 19?

I am feeling really really lost these days.

Uni scares me,
Life scares me,
even I am scared of myself now.

Uni especially scares me when there are so many smart people around.
All of them seems so smart and seems to score effortlessly.
I have to say I only score high well cause I seems to have this amazing exam luck. I am really not that smart especially compared with them.
All of them have like this amazing EQ and they are just so good in everything. Sometimes, they lower my self-esteem so much I can't help to blame it all on Malaysian edu system but deep down I know its my own fault for not improving myself.

I went to city to shop today with my sis and her friends cause they want to get something from LV.
So we went to all this posh shops and of course, also my dream shop ***Chanel*** lolol
My ***dreambag*** cost about $3000 dollars so I am working hard towards it!
And there is where it strikes me, am I gonna spend my half year worth of hardwork on a bag?
Seriously, am I?
If I don't get that bag, where am I gonna spend my money at? Save to buy a car? a house? May as well I buy a bag?
Suddenly everything that used to matter in my life doesn't make sense. I am self doubting the aim of life.

What is life? Why do we have to go through all of this? Why are we all in this rat race?
Okay. So we get good education to get good job to get good money. But why?
My parents worked their arse off their whole life just to send us abroad. They spent all their savings on us. Its not too cheap yo. To graduate my parents at least spent Rm300,000/children so they spent like a few millions on us.
But how long must we work just to earn that sum of money. Years and years of work will probably just enough for us to pay back that huge sum. Then its our turn to work hard for our children's education. This is insane.
Isn't there a saying like knowledge worth more than money can ever be?
Shouldn't education be free?

Besides than that, I take back what I said bout people will never change.
Even just mere 6 months, everything seems to be different. Everyone changed.
Those that I thought who cared, I guess I am just wrong. I am not sure is it because everyone changes as distance and time tear us apart, or is it just because I am naive all the while?
I have no idea who to trust right now. Everything is so different when see it from this whole new angle.

And now, I am struggling so much with life I am afraid I need some help.

Malaysia, my home

2009-07-21T09:02:00.007+08:00

I can't believe that I will be heading back south in a few days :==( and I really don't wanna leave here yet!
awhh 2 weeks is just too short!

I have to say there's a reason why parents send us to overseas. You learn like things that you can never learn if you stay back at home. It forces you to grow up and take responsible of your own action. And it makes you appreciate your parents like 1000 times more.

Of course, I will miss all of you like crazy back in australia, but if I were to really choose, I will miss my mom the most. My mom is practically the only reason why I am even back here in Malaysia even I have only been to melb for like er 3 months? haha didn't realize I only when there for such a short period eh? haha. I always had pitied my mom cause she has 4 daughters and sons, and now only one of us is with her. Awh how lonely can that be! Aiyo so I always wanted to da bao my mom to melb but I don't think she will like it there. :[

I have been crazily popping pills like a junkie since I am back here as well. I have all the symptoms of swine flu! Headache, sore throat, cough and runny nose :X everyone is so worried that I actually have it. But the weird part is I don't have major issue like fever, vomiting and diarrhea so I guess its just the haze. Goshh times like this makes me wanna go back to melb cause being sick makes me have crazy sleeping hours. I just slept at 4am and I woke up automatically at 9am. Awh man, I am a 10-hours sleep kinda girl :/

Anyway this trip coming back home worth every single penny I spent. I met *almost* every friends and family that I love, liked and care, ate *almost* everything I like and bought *almost*everything that I needed :] and realize how strong australia currency are (bwahaha)

Anyway this time I hope instead boarding the plane with tears on my face, I hope I can go with a strong smile and be glad that some things like our friendship (and food) can just never change. :) Again, eventhough I've been in melb for only like 3 months. haha

I swear..

2009-07-10T00:11:00.001+08:00

..that I will kill the next person who actually mentions the word 'swine flu' to me.

:3

Home

2009-07-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

You know you are home when the weather is like 354 degree celcius,
you know you are home when it keeps on raining,
you know you are home when your mom starts nagging,

however,

you also know you are home when you get pampered like a princess and eat without worrying how are you going to get the food. ^^

I am finally at home.

Wicked Musical

2009-05-20T23:13:00.001+08:00

I went to watch the Wicked: The untold story of oz. It was so gooddd. Its about the story of the wicked witch of the west, who originally is good and she is misunderstood by everyone. How these two unlikely friends end up as the Wicked Witch of the West and Glinda the Good Witch makes for the most spellbinding new musical in years. It was real good, the backdrop is perfect and the choreography is amazing. I love how they incorporate so much dark humour into the musical without making it too hard to understand.

The only drawback bout this is urmm there are too much singing. Well du-uh its a musical, but I personally prefer those with more dancing than singing. Too know more bout it go and google yourself kay. hahah

This musical is actually my second Broadway that I actually watched before. The first one was Nutcracker. Can’t remember much about it because I watched it couple years back in Denmark. Apparently Nutcracker is like some big deal. hahaha I just know bout that today *cocky* So I actually watched 2 major musical. Muahaha But urm if you do know me well, I don’t really like all these stuff that involves 80% of singing. haha oh oh but I remember I really liked nutcracker because it involves more bout dancing instead. I prefer it a lil more than Wicked. Don’t get me wrong though. Wicked was really, really good ;P so go watch it if they happen to be in Malaysia!!

Snack box. meh.

2009-05-20T22:43:00.001+08:00

I know I said that I wont be blogging anytime soon. heh. but who actually do what they said. meh. Everyone always feel like blogging just after they announce that they will be having a blogging break. Look at Sam. hahaha

The reason why i wanted to stop blogging is because finals is in another 4 weeks (!!!) oh no oh no.and I am having like 3 assignments due every week :====( and I just spent like 6 hours gambling 2 days ago. oh no oh no.

Therefore this is like the zaman kegemilangan of my snack box. HAHA Because have to munch on something while studying ma. heh

This is my official snack box. :)

I haveee..

CASHEW NUTS I LOVE!

Pistachio nuts :)))

Almond

MY LOVEEE :------)

Aiya this one so so la. Not I buy one also. *cough*susan bad taste.

caramel tim tam yumsy

ohhh this is what I call marshmallow cookie :)

need to have some break ma <:(

I don’t really eat chocolate bars here. Its too messy to keep. really lah!

Er I need some healthy snacks too yo

YUM I LOVE PODS. okay, what do I now love? hahahah

Smith chips! Words can’t describe my love to it <3 hahahah

Even though rock deli is like much more expensive compared to smith, but I still prefer smith. hahaha

And urm, kuaci to remind me of my chinese roots. hahahah

Hope you guys will understand why I gain weight in melb T_____________T and this is not all the snacks I have in my house, its just what I have in my room T________T

Look at the bright side! At least you can expect what I am bringing for you guys when I am back during the summer break. heh :)

BRB

2009-05-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS SO MESSED UP THESE DAYS.

BRB

Golden retriever

2009-05-08T21:31:00.003+08:00

My neighbor has a golden retriever named Bulu and I love him to bits!! He always make me feel like getting a dog. I love bulu!!

Nothing much to do here, so I BAKED! FROM SCRATCH! GOODBYE READY-MIX (LOL)!

I baked carrot cake that day and everyone loved it! Didn’t manage to take a picture of it because it is gone too fast! MUAHAHA THAT GOOD MUAHAHAHA *cough*

then a few days later I baked egg tart! oh oh fun facts bout sharon: Besides then BKT (bak kut teh) my other favorite food is EGG TART! YUM YUM oh and besides than KFC too. HAHAHA

But.. it was so bad. So bad that I have to throw the remaining 2 tarts. Not actually thattt bad, I actually baked like 1 dozen if I am not mistaken. Hahaha

don’t think I will bake in anytime soon *resort to lazy self*

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AHH I am utterly,perfectly,completely busy these days. There are like 2 assignments due every week! WHAT HAPPENED TO UNI-IS-STRESS-FREE! rawr

Oh and I took picture in my closet. Urmmmmm not that manyyy clothes lah. Its for 2 ~~people~~ girls okay!! Mummy really not that many clothes as it seems /sincere eyes.

Okay, you can leave this page now. HAHA ‘cause below is all my pictures. WHAT!! very long didn’t take pictures already what. wuwuwu dont judge me!!

I SAW..

2009-05-01T14:11:00.003+08:00

..UGLY DUCKLING!
Remember!!! The one I used to have a crush at and all of you hated him!!

I didn't see see him, I saw him in somebody's blog. and OMG he is so cute! HAHAHA and and and he is in Melbourne!! and did I mention how cute he is! HAHA

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do you know that one thing I really liked is taking a bath, and one thing I really hate is taking a bath.

The warmest you can get during the winter period is during bath time, the coldest you can get is the time where you finish bathing and water dripping all over you.

everytime I finish bathing I go 'SWEETMOTHEROFLORDWHYISTHISFUCKINGCOLDIFUCKINGHATEWINTER OMGFUCKTHISSHITRAWRRRRRRR'

then, I will have to remind myself that 'poise,sharon,poise'

then I will repeat the whole thing and instead I will say 'oh no, this is terribly cold, oh dear'

lolololol

F4

2009-04-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

I used to love F4. You know, that taiwanese boy band. They used to be my favorite celebrity evaaaaa. Haha at some point they even beat Daniel Wu and Britney Spears.

O.o

Okay, don't judge my taste! ahhaha

Anyway, just want to say that I just spent 25 hours in the span of 3 days to finish the korean version of meteor garden. T__________T

It was realllyyyy goooddddd.

:) :) :) /contented.

Chelsea Beach.

2009-04-18T17:22:00.001+08:00

EASTER BREAKKKKK! YAYYY

Hair was oily so I had to pin it up for the whole day. hahaha yes dyan and sandra, even coming to aussi my hair is still oily as usual. HAHA :/

It was a very good weather so we picnic-ed (?? I don’t know what is the past tense for picnic lol ) in Chelsea beach.

Don’t look at me and my ugly picture! look at that blue blue sky~~

Think Gia is having a cigga break by errrrrrrrr squating down and wrap himself up in a beach tower.

Post this picture because PY very pretty in it! Haha Both of us is a lil weird because we actually put on fake eye lashes and thick make up to go to the beach. HAHA I don’t know what we were thinking /shy.

AHHHH sunset.

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In another totally unrelated random note, I just want to say I am very very jealous of those well-rounded people.

Especially those who have everything : good looks, good money, good body, good attitude, good brain and is actually perfect. You can’t possibly hate him or her because they are…just that perfect. That is when I starting to hate myself. It makes me wonder why can’t I be her, why can’t God be more fair and at least make her a dumb blond or slutty arrogant woman.

I know not many of them, probably just a handful and most of them are mere acquaintance. Sometimes I do regret why didn’t I take the initiative to know them better. But then again I will remember the fact that I am not really the social-networking kind of person. I like sticking to my comfort zone and ignore everything beyond my happy-little bubble.

That is what I am afraid of now. I don’t have many friends in Australia. I do have reasons like engineering is mostly caucasions and caucasions don’t mix with asians; engineering asian girls are probably less than 10% and I have already know most of them; number of international students are even more pathetic, probably only 5 of us. ha-ha. I do know this is not the right reason for me to not mingle around but I am lazy to take the first step. First step to join some clubs ( I did join some, just that I didn’t go for activities haha) first step to ask some friends out,even first step to know that other only girl in my physics lab. oh-well. Sometimes it makes me wonder am I crazy to even think about ditching studying engineering just because I want to have more friends. Haha because all the international students are either studying commerce or accounting.

My parents must be furious of me when they discover that my favorite past time hobby here is watching asian dramas. They didn’t spend big bucks just to let me complain the weather and gain more weight as it is so cold. They wanted me to be independent and be more socialable and er explore the real world. But instead I choose to chill at home and just mix with my housemates and close friends. Every night I will tell myself to know more people the next day but I simple just chicken out. SIGH I also don’t know how now. oh well I miss you guys!! So I shall end this post abruptly, haha. ciao!

Took this from the net:

2009-04-10T20:12:00.003+08:00

Texas lawmaker: Asians should change their names to make them ‘easier for Americans to deal with.’

On Tuesday, State Rep. Betty Brown (R) caused a firestorm during House testimony on voter identification legislation when she said that Asian-Americans should change their names because they’re too hard to pronounce:

“Rather than everyone here having to learn Chinese — I understand it’s a rather difficult language — do you think that it would behoove you and your citizens to adopt a name that we could deal with more readily here?” Brown said.

Brown later told [Organization of Chinese Americans representative Ramey] Ko: “Can’t you see that this is something that would make it a lot easier for you and the people who are poll workers if you could adopt a name just for identification purposes that’s easier for Americans to deal with?”

Yesterday, Brown continued to resist calls to apologize. Her spokesman said that Democrats “want this to just be about race.”

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Arghhh silly racist caucasions like this makes me mad.

>:(

There are like, 1000 more race that have harder name to pronounce than asian names, ie scandinavian and aboriginal names. Why must they pick on asians?

So what's next? They are gonna bar code all the asians so its easier for them to call us in numbers?

FYI our name is indeed in english character, you ignorant foolish American.

I am getting upset over this because I understand how it feels to be staying in a country where it doesn't belong to you. Everywhere you go, you see racism happens here. I am embarrassed bout myself where I used to adore white people. I used to think that they are pretty and perfect. But all these feelings disappears when you know them better than their outer appearance. They are no more perfect than us, if not worse.

Okay okay, thats not really how I feel. lolol Just that instead of thinking them as such perfect figures, I find them not as intimidating I used to think they are. They are just the same ol' human being, just a little fairer. oh and bigger eyes and longer eyelashes. ;P

BLACK WEDNESDAY part 3

2009-04-02T12:02:00.003+08:00

" Apparently my bad luck is still not over. I missed my stop and ended up waiting for the next bus under the sun for another 10 minutes. Then I walked home with my textbook for another 15 minutes."

"Wah..you better go home. And er..change something. Somethings' not right."

xxx

So this is my text message conversation with Alex 5 minutes ago.

T_________________T

p/s : today is damn hot. 28 degrees if i am not mistaken. And melbourne's sun is different than Malaysia's. Over here it penetrates through your skin and it hurts. :===(

p/p/s : My text book weighs about 4 kgs. :================(

p/p/p/s : Alex suspects that I passed some of my bad luck to him. Today he lost his bottle in the train. And two weeks in a row, both of his earphones went haywire.

BLACK WEDNESDAY part 2

2009-04-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

Hey its me again :)

Earlier today I blogged about how unlucky I am today, let me tell you why:

I GOT CONNED!! remember my iPhone, that sucker who sold me that phone was damn mean!! After he sold me the phone, he went to Optus and claim insurance. And therefore my phone is locked. Geez, now I have to file a police report against him and wait for another 3 months to claim my phone. T___T I AM FREAKIN' SAD OKAY! I even cried. Not just because of this okay, its because what happened to me today. HAIH damn suay today :====(
I forgotten to pay my bills and i got fined. HAIH. one of the perks of going overseas for studies is being independent. Not really a perk though. I forgotten to pay my phone bill, so it doubled!! wtf. now i have to pay like 100 dollars for it T_T
My chest got like one thousand rashes/pimples/whatever it is. It is so disgusting! okay, not thaaaat disgusting. its just ugly. like red dots at my chest. HAIH I also don't know why. Now everytime I go out I have to either wear something that covers up, or use a scarf.
I tripped like one thousand times today. And hit into the tree like another 3 thousand times. And got bitten by mosquito (note: I never got mosquito bites in Melbourne!)
I think I am gonna fail my physics. My studies deteriote so much its not even funny. I don't know why! Is it because I went for a 4 months holiday my brain just stop functioning? I don't know which upsets me more : the fact that I am gonna fail my best subject, Physics? or the fact that I am actually failing a subject? O.O how arh how arh.
One more thing is because there is a lost dog nearby my house. It has been staying there for a couple of days. I pity the dog so much because he look so lost :( and I don't know what can I do to help him. It makes me feel even guiltier because I don't dare to pet him as he is a lil dirty. :====( Can see that he used to be an expensive house dog though. His is an expensive breed of dogs but I can't remember what is it called.

HAIH. Now you understand why I cried today. I can't take it anymore.
The fact that I am all alone now in a foreign country,
The fact that I have to deal with all of these bull shits and make all of these crappy decisions alone,
The fact that my fake eyelashes is falling off due to crying too much,
is not helping me dealing with this life-changing-phase-thing.

<:(

BLACK WEDNESDAY

2009-04-01T14:10:00.001+08:00

I think my luck today is so bad that it isn't funny anymore.

Where is my lady luck!!
I seriously need some luck mannnn

Nightmare.

2009-03-27T21:34:00.003+08:00

I am typing this now on my bed at 1.00am with a yam flavoured bubble tea beside me. Was watching How I Met Your Mother season 4. Hmm this is life in Aussi ;P

Thinking whether should I start to 'unpack' my blog and shut it down... because there is nothing much for me to blog about anymore.

It seems like the blogging craze are over. Blogs are now either shut down, or locked, or just being ignored.

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That day I had a dream.
A very bad dream.
A very very bad dream that I woke up crying. Seriously.

In that dream, I was fighting with my sis. Asking her why is she being so hard to deal with. Then I ran away from (Melbourne) home, and everything starting to get twisted and wrong.

I no longer have family.
I no longer have friends.

I felt so lonely, so lonely that I begged my sister to take me back.

She refused.

Then I throw a tantrum. I cried, I screamed and I started hitting myself.

This is when I woke up.

I woke up with my right hand hitting the floor, and my eyes filled with tears.
I was so scared because I was alone in the dark.
I continue crying for another 5 minutes.

Then, as a typical Sharon, I went back to sleep.

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The dream made me realize that it is impossible to live without my sister.

So jie jie, I love you :) :) :)

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Btw what is Melbourne turning me into!!

I am being a pig. SERIOUSLY.

Sometimes I cant believe myself how lazy i am because I am so lazy that I can't even bother to paint my nails. ohno

And I havent jogged for months. Not like I jogged everyday in Malaysia, but at least got jog what.

'Holy-Moly' (quote Mr Andrew, Math lecture) I even got a snack box in my room okay. But I stopped eating snacks already. When I got hungry for lunch and lazy to cook I will just eat corn-in-cup, which takes like 3 minutes to prepare. haha

And and and, I always feel very lonely and got homesick!! even there is so many people in the house :===(

Aiya you guys got miss me or not? :( because I miss you all a lot leh!! especially those I love :)

Just a quick thought.

2009-03-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

Is it okay for a (not blood related) guy to point out your wardrobe malfunction?

For example, you undies are showing?

I don't know whether am I being too narrow-minded about it because when he point it out for me, I felt very, very offended. :/

Moomba festival.

2009-03-14T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hello! Sorry for the lack of update. Blame uni ;P By the way, I personally dislike uni. Everything is just too hard for me. Things like knowing new friends, going around uni without getting lost and homework (can you believe it!) Homework and assignments are surprisingly hard because I never learn most of the syllabus before as Mufy only teaches those very easy and basic stuff. suddenly I understand why my result was good during Mufy times!!

I bakes cupcakes with Pei ying!! HEHE pretty righttt. And it taste great too!! Okay la, our secret is ready mix ;P haha

Susan’s friend, Song ling came to visit from Malaysia for weeks! So we brought her around Melbourne. And and if you look closely, that famous painter is behind my back again! lolol And I look super weird in this picture because I was trying to walk away because everyone is staring at me. HAHA because I was standing in the middle of the road.

We went to eat Max brenner!! and I love it!! yummm

Chocolate pizza <3

Chocolate drinks. Double yummmmm

A picture break! of me and my sis. heh

Before I went for moomba festival, I stop by pei ying’s condo for dinner. And now I understand why people stay in condos, the scenery is so pretty!!

We saw a pretty hummer police car!! COOL 8)

Moomba festival!! It is something like a carnival. :)

Fireworks at 9.30pm!! Awhh I miss the curve.

We went to sit on the Ferris wheel! And er I was a lil traumatized. Haha you should look at william before laughing at me!! He nearly fainted!!! Okay la to be fair he has height phobia. haha

Oh this is the random snack box we have in our room! haha What!! Australia is cold so we tend to get hungry very easily okay. And oh hi Maltesers! and er tim tam in the box. *shy

Oh oh, and we went to celebrate kingsley’s and su lin’s birthday by having a hot pot dinner. HAPPY BIRTHDAY again!!

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By the way, I got a new phone <3

I was using samsung omnia, and i loved it!! but william found me a better deal, so I..

..ditched omnia and get an iphone! Hm to be honest it doesnt really matter what phone I am getting since I have a ds and a camera. But! I can’t resist NOT taking this beauty ;P And I never regret getting an iphone even though I am super broke now.

Anyone wanna donate to the HSBC* foundation? HEHH

*HSBC = Help Sharon Buy Clothes foundation. wtf

This is what she said.

2009-02-22T20:15:00.005+08:00

Went to the city to shop today. And quality bonding time ;P

It is like quite main stream lo to take a picture of this artist because it seems like everyone who went to the city blog about him before. Haha so must like pretend to be very interested and put a picture of him in my blog too.

Ah wing and ah sam. Why the 'ah's? Because every hong kies seems to have an 'ah' in front of their name. Haha and congratulations to ah sam too because she's getting married nect month XD

Aiya I wore a dress which is wayyyy too low for my liking. It felt like I just flashed the whole city with my boobies. Haha and my dress was so short that I scared that the wind will just blow my dress.
Aiya just a very uncomfortable dress la.

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So housemates and I went to Suzuki Night Market in Victoria Market! A night market which serves international foods just for the summers. Heh Got like Mauritius, Brazilian and er er Malaysian food? Haha loads more though

Awhh forgive that face!! I was on the phone!!

Sue Lin and Kingsley. Su Lin reminds me a lot of Sam. Skinny body with big boobs. HAHA and always with sarcastic remarks. Hahah

Shareena. One of the housemate cum playmate.
Hahaha

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Saw a poster in the city that left me...

...excited..

..suspicious..

...disgusted..

...and shocked!!
SERIOUSLY
The first time I saw it I was like ' What the fuck?'

Don't believe you see for yourself!!

YOU SEE YOU SEE!!
Its a girl pretending to be a bunny with her being half naked!!
SEIROUSLY! Why is there such a weird poster hanging in the city?
HUHHHH
And it is not even artistic, it is plain...weird.
Hmmmm

What!! Cannot put a nicer picture of me is it.
HAHA

Shopping

2009-02-19T16:19:00.003+08:00

One of my favorite past time is shopping. It's every girl's favorite sport isn't it? ;P

In Malaysia I always feel a bit guilty because I usually buy something without looking the price. I do have a budget but its not that tight. So when friends complaint bout the price being too expensive, I usually just keep my mount shut. Hahaha because I don't want them to scold me being so unthoughtful of my familyblahblahblah!!

However it is another story in Australia. People who can actually afford to study here are pretty rich. Therefore they seriously can spend big bucks on stuff. Like they dont mind spending 100 dollars on a pair of earring or something. Seriously, therefore I always feel a bit kiam siap shopping with them because my maximum budget per clothing here is like, what, 70 dollars? Haha and that must be really really worth it that kind.

Oh well, I just hope I can control myself and not buy too many things. Btw what phone will you recommend me to get it? hehh

Being single

2009-02-19T16:11:00.003+08:00

Being single doesn't sucks,
it only sucks when all your friends are attached.

First Week

2009-02-16T10:06:00.004+08:00

HARLO!

I have to admit, I am missing home. especially my mom.

Hello!! This is my current house. Oh oh and that weird apple green car, is my sister's car. Haha which I suppose is my future car.

Meet my current roommate/housemate/sleepmate/lover.
Haha no la!!
Meet my sister, Susan. :)

Oh oh that day we went to Glen for lunch and realize they were sort of having a fun fair to celebrate chap goh meh (?) Then we saw this adorable ang mo baby wearing chinese costume and face painted like a spiderman!!
How adorable!!

Speaking bout which i have to say Melbourne is such a unique place.
When you go into a Chinese restaurant you feel like you are in China.
When you walk into a Hong Kong grocery shop you feel like you are in HK.
When you walk into a Malaysian restaurant you will feel like you never left home!!
And of course, when you walk ito a shop full of caucasions, all the home-sickness come rushing over you!
Hmm pretty amazing huh.

Sam!! Remember we bought that shirt on William together when we went bangkok last year!! Hahaha
Oh oh and meet pei ying, the current new addition to the wong family. Heh

Err they self proclaim that ice kacang is from Taiwan. But isn't kacang a malay word!!! Then how can it actually come from Taiwan!! yer bluff people one.

This is how it looks like from my room's balcony. However the thing I want to tell is can you imagine that it is already around 8 when I take this picture!! Damn weird la, during summer their day super long lo.

Oh oh, this is a picture of my favourite-est slipper in the whole wide world!! HAHA
It is so cute don't you think so!!
Too bad it belongs to my brother. Okay, one day I try to steal from his room la okay. Heh :)

Hmm

2009-02-09T08:01:00.002+08:00

Something that I can never learn...

...IS HOW TO CLOSE A DOOR!!

Hahaha I have this silly habit that I never close or lock the door when I change my clothes. Aiya why waste so much energy to close/lock the door where I have to open in another 5 seconds. HAHA so the lazy sharon in me has always manage to persuade the hardworking sharon in me to not close the door. Aiya since I am living with my family also what

But then I realize this has become a major problem as I stay with a lot of guy/girl housemates. A lot of people come in and out of the room and the toilet. And even this is just my second day here, but how many times have a housemate come into the room nearly see me naked you tell me!! aiyo heart attack i tell you. HAHA But still I don't like closing the door!! HMMM what can I do arh?
hahhaha

Greetings from Australia~

2009-02-08T15:13:00.002+08:00

So I have left home for another home I suppose.

Til now I still can't believe that I am in Melbourne. Not just for a short 1 month holiday, but a freaking' 4 years. It only strike me that I have left home when I reach the immigration counter in Melbourne airport. Seriously, it felt so weird that there are so many Caucasians, yet so many Asians. Hmmm

Melbourne is very different I suppose. Surprisingly I still don't feel any homesick or whatsoever. I guess it is because Melbourne is practically my second home as I came here before and always hear bout it from my sis and bro. I guess the only thing I can't get used to it is being a multi-BRIGHT LIGHT BULB. hahahaha you all know that I am staying with my sis and bro right. So everytime we all go out together, I will stand between my sis and her boyfriend!! or my bro and his girlfriend!! oh my why am i so lightbulb-ish.

However I still miss home, especially all of you who are still reading this blog. I want to thank Alvin, Joshua, Nicholas, Peng Khuan, Sam, Alice(!!!), Dyan, Sandra, Teresa and Li May for surpringing me in the airport. To make your 1-hour trip to the airport worth it, I did cry in the airplane ;P ( you guys got cry for me ah? ;P ). Not only touched by your effort to send me off, but also sad because not spending enough time with you all and get to know all of you even better before I leave. Seriously, thanks again.

All in all, I seriously hope that we will not drift apart even after this 4 years. Okay la, quite impossible but we try okay?

p/s : I love all of you.
p/p/s: Summer just end yesterday!! WOOHOOOOOO so I actually manage to escape from the 40 degrees plus plus heat wave and now is about 20 degrees!! HEHEHE

Happy Chinese New Year!!..

2009-02-03T01:28:00.005+08:00

..aka happy niu year!!

HAHAHA what!! very funny what!! even though that phrase is over used. Hehhh

So susan is back from LandDownUnder to bring me there!! hahaha

So many things happened these few days but I was wayyy too busy to update this blog. Sorry bloggie <:(
Have to do lots of shopping to prepare for my errrr trip? Hahaha

Awhhh, this is chinese new year eve eve. HAHAHA Which is a day before chinese new year.
Had an early chinese reunion dinner because we had to go to Philippines the next day.

Philippines was alright. Nothing much to see though because it is too dangerous to wander around the street. Everywhere you go you can see policemen with real guns. Quite scary la because other that that there are people constantly trying to sell you parang.
So we stay in the shopping malls 24/7. Hahahah

Oh oh then when I came back Malaysia I was busy bai-niang-ing. And catch up with some of my dear friends.

Okay la, we are just too bored. Hahaha EH EH but very fun leh!!

Went to visit Li May's new crib ( WHAT!! I can't sound cool is it!! HAHAHA) Eh very nice leh!!!Everyone should have a tour and visit her house one day. HEHEHE

Then went for some random karaoke session. Because very expensive to sing in Melb. wuwuwuwu

So, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

p/s: I am trying very hard to not type happy niu year! hahahhaha

Bob the Laptop

2009-01-21T01:09:00.003+08:00

Bob is currently having midlife crisis.

I connect it with a thumb drive it shuts down itself.
I on my wifi it shuts down.
Now even when I try to insert a cd it shuts down itself too!!

Sigh now the only way to help it is to reformat it.
Hmm but reformatting it means I will have to erase every.single.thing o.O
How ah how ah how ah

Should I erase everything without a backup, or just have a useless laptop that can't even online.

Why do you do this to me ah BOBBBIIIEEEE

:=======(

Oh, bother

2009-01-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

I know I did not blog about the new year or christmas or how was 2008 or what so ever. I was just urm, lazy. Heh. This blog is half dead anyway.

Wanted to post pictures a while ago, but realized that I haven't load it into Bob. Got lazy and decided to give a quick update.

Anyhoe I am so sick now. I am so sick that its not funny anymore.

Besides, I am stuck in the midst of applying my university. I mean I know it is easy, just fill up the forms, pay up and apply for visa. But I got fed up because I feel so sick and not surprisingly, lazy. But it is 2 more weeks till my dead line (!!!) I will just find a drive to push myself to go through all these mess.

I was back in Sarawak a few weeks ago, by the way. Went back to er, bond with the extended family. That is what my father says anyway. What I do there : help in the restaurant (oh, it is a family restaurant) go home and eat supper with my cousins then watch my tvb hong kong drama. Hahaha. Eh but I had fun okay!! Life there was, simple. Oh and relaxing. Heh

So thi is the qucik update I am blogging. It is really quick huh. Can't blame me because I am doing nothing now. No kid, really nothing. Oh all I am looking forward now is winter shopping.

//edit : oh fuck, I just realize that my sentence above is full of crap. Haha what I wanted to say is "this is just a quick update to show that I am still blogging". Haha please excuse me for that and blame the flu!

2008

2008-12-16T00:59:00.004+08:00

Hello hello!!
I didn't realize it is already DECEMBER, until one day I suddenly realize 2008 is coming to an end.
GASP thats fast isn't it.

So many things I wanted to do when I just turn 18 but I ended up being too lazy to er, persue it.

Hmmmm regret regret.

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ANYWAY, on a happier note. I bought some new toys!!

Everyone please meet Lenny, my ixus 960. :) ;) ;P

Hi, I am Lenny.

Don't ask me how i actually came out with the name 'cause I am not so sure too. I just think that Lenny suits the camera a lot. Susan bought this for me (by surprise!). Was a bit sad because I did set aside a (rather large) sum of money to buy my dream camera, sony T700. I really liked it. oh well, anything free is always better. Plus this camera is really good. :D

So what happened to the money I set aside?

I went to Singapore..plus I bought myself another new toy!

Hi I am mei mei.

Everyone meet mei mei!! My nintendo ds lite. I LOVE HER!! she (not it) is so so so cute! oh and so much fun.

Didn't post any pictures because very lazy to connect Lenny and Bob together (no pun intended).

But seriously, I would highly recommend everyone to get one.

WHO NEEDS PSP! SCREW PSP! (okay, sorry Alice. PSP is the *cough best)

I buy mei mei for a reason one okay! because one day after i bought her my result will be out. So I said to myself if my result is bad I shall buy one to comfort myself, but if it is good I shall buy one to reward myself! HAHAHA so no matter what I be buying it :) :) :)

Okay, so after buying all the things I need. I suddenly feel that I do not have any aim in life anymore.

HAHA

Before that was getting good result, getting into Uni, buying a camera and buying a game console. And everything is already fullfilled I feel so empty now T__________T WTF don't judge me!! HAHAH

Bee Bee Cow's 18th

2008-12-11T15:10:00.003+08:00

So it is finally the youngest cow's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA CHIN <3

~Thanks for being such a great friend.

Singapore Trip

2008-12-11T01:54:00.001+08:00

So Alice and I packed our bags and went for a 5 days 4 nights tour in Singapore.

We originally didnt want to go for that long(!!!) but we can't buy an earlier ticket. so oh well.

Singaporeans can be summarized in 3 words : stylish, efficient and emotionless. They always seem to be in their own world; listening to ipods, playing psp/nintendo, or just stare at people without any emotions. Hmm just a replica of Hong Kong actually. Yeahhh, it reminds me of HK where people are fast, rude and mostly ang mohs. OH, except that people here speaks english.

Honestly all I remember bout the trip is food, food and more food. Haha and walking too. Hey we walked almost the whole singapore okay. Including Geylang. Not in purpose though. We got lost in Geylang while taking the bus in the midnight and both of us were so scared that were actually considering to ask for help from the police!!!!! Very very very scary.

We spent almost all of our money in food as everything is so expensive. Almost everything can be found in Malaysia with half the price. Hmm so we are almost buying nothing.

Had dinner in NYDC as our first dinner. Mine is called 3 amigos. So so only la

So second day we had starbucks. Had Dark Cherry Mocha Frappucino. YUM YUM YUM!! very very good. But felt a bit guilty because hearing people passing by us saying "don't buy drink from here!! veli veli expensive leh!!" aiyo sorry ah mummy. :(

OHHHH PEPPER LUNCH!!! It was really good!! Heard Alice mentioned that they has a branch in pavilion. Go and try it!! It was really good!! YUMMM

BANANA is every tourist best fruit!!!! We fear that we might get constipated due lack of fruits so we take a banana every night as our dessert!!!!! HAHAHAHA after brushing our teeth and just before sleep. HAHAHAH

Had MOS burger for lunch. It is a burger but instead of bread, they use rice. Sound very yummy but actually so so only lo.

And fish shape doriyaki as our dessert. NICE!!!! oh and actually also a chicken fillet satay. HAHA told you we ate a lot!!

Then we had Hooters for dinner.

Hooters is famous for waitress with big boobs in skimpy attire. Haha but I honestly think they so so only la. Not especially big boobs or sexy also. :/ But i have to say that they got great food!! YUMMM

Their chicken wing is the bomb man!!! Haha. But the bill aint cheap also. About S$30 per pax. Sorry papa!!! haha but nice dinner :)

Had beef kuey teow as lunch. OH OH and yaoo char kui and soya bean as dessert. :))))

Had this expensive dinner in a very pretty, very good atmosphere in sentosa island. The food seriously not very good la. I think it is called the Amins or something. Dont go there!!

Had pepper lunch again before we leave. Told you it was good!!! hehe

And french fries too!!

We did super a lot of tourisy stuff as we ran out of things to do in singapore. Hahaha

Ohh and I had a big fall when I was in Bugis street. Just finish raining and I was telling Alice "It is so slippery I think I am gonna faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........" Then I felled. Hahaha so embarrassing!!! I literally fell on the floor flat and I was wearing white shirt. OH EM GEEE. We caused a scene.

Dirty leg after the fall. HAha

The Famous Merlion.

This is a lion pose in case you didnt realize. haha

Don't know why singapore's road got zig zag lines. haha very cute

Forgotten who is the statue. Haha

Akibat tidak makan buah-buahan,mau pang sai. *ketawa kuat-kuat*

In front of some temple in chinatown.

In the Esplanade.

Apparently we paid 10 bucks just to take picture in this theatre. Until now I still don't understand why. Haha

Nice architecture though.

I love Zhen Yuen Chang!!!!

In Clarke Quay waiting for time to pass. Hahaha

We took the boat to Singapore Flyer!! COOL

Okay just 3 second before we go into the capsule I just remember I am terribly scared of heights. SERIOUSLY HOW CAN I ACTUALLY FORGET THAT MANNNNN. Nearly fainted throughout the whole journey. haha

In orchard road to take some pictures with the must-take christmas decorations.

Sentosa?

We glow in the dark!! COOOLLL

Okay I guess there are enough pictures for this post. I have to say I am glad that I went Singapore with Alice because we had so much fun together. Couldn't think of anyone better to go with. HEHH. Eventhough I personally thinks that she got OCD ( obsessive compulsive disorder) hahaha, because she likes to keep things tidy and walk.

Just a Thought

2008-11-23T13:51:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

I know I haven't been uploading this page for years. haha, lazy la.

i am enjoying my holiday by doing nothing. all i do now is sleep, eat, think what camera should i buy and find sandra go out hang kai kai. hahaha, I AM LOVING LIFE WITH NO MATLAMAT. hahaha

seriously, it has been a long time since I have absolutely no worries, no rushing and no stressing. heh

oh and in case all of you are becoming very bored of this picture-less blog, there is a reason for it.

I didn't upload any pictures because I am using the desktop and I stored all the pictures into Bob. So, lazy to transfer here and there la. aiya I look the same la, probably gain a lil weight only.

hahhaa

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yesterday Kimberly called me to ask about Denmark.

(She is going Denmark for student exchange too)

Sigh, brings out the good memories. I know I did complain bout the trip being boring when I came home, but to think of it, the trip was amazing.

I manage to meet so many people, learn so many things and experience a totally different life.

It may sound cliche, but Student Exchange Program really did change my life.

So if there is a chance, I would highly recommend you to go, seriously.

How many chance if your life you can actually stay with ang mohs and no asians at all and actually experience so many cultural shock.

Till now, I would say that there is never a second I regret going for the program.

( oh, except when I was in Denmark la, when the homesick was incredibly serious. haha)

THE RING

2008-11-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

MY HOUSE PHONE KEEP RINGING SINGLE RING FOR THE PAST 5 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

normally house phone should ring like "ring ring........ring ring.......ring ring" RIGHT!!
but mine keep ringing "ring................................ring................................ring"

I AM DAMN SCARED LA WEI

SUMMORE WHEN I ANSWER ONLY GOT "dut......................................"

OMG SERIOUSLY I VERY SCARED GOT GHOST AND I WILL DIE TONIGHT!!!!

WUWUWUWUWU

how if I actually die *choi touch wood* its all the ghost's fault!!!!!!!

suddenly I can see tmr newspaper's title topic!!

"ANAK DARA MATI TANPA SEBAB"

GASP GASP GASP

wuwuwuwuwu

i am really really really scared now!!!!

summore everyone is asleep now because its so late!!!!!!!!!!!

aiyo dyan you la!!!!
keep borrowing me Ghost Whisperer until I am so scared to sleep alone now.

WUWUWU

i didn't know it was so scary!!!!!!!!!

and I really didn't know I am so scared of ghost!!!

WUWUWU
*cry myself to sleep*

AGAIN

2008-10-22T16:25:00.001+08:00

Hello,

and my modem got striked by lightning again.

such luck.

It is comfirmed.

2008-10-06T20:29:00.003+08:00

Hewwo~~

I was buying my ticket to Land Far Far Below just now and my hand is trembling with joy and excitement.

It is my first time purchasing a one-way ticket :)))

ONE-WAY TICKET!!

make me so kan cheong until I have triple-check my own name. HAHA

oh, have to settle with airasia because MAS is like triple the price. :o :o :o angry la

okay now I am so excited until I can cry. haha

ciao!

HELLO HOLIDAYS!

2008-09-28T01:18:00.004+08:00

I was trying to google one of my friend who is in MUFY MUFY MUFY MUFY MUFY ( repeating this 5 times so when people google MUFY, they can actually view my blog HAHAHA ), wanted to check out her blog.

BUT I END UP STALKING MR CROCS!

hahahahahahahahahah

that one lah!!!

hahahahhahahahahhaha

okay, I SWEAR I WASN'T STALKING HIM!!
I just accidentally come across his page.

but but but it is hilarious!!

hahahah cannot stop laughing because it is so funny.

Because through his blog I actually just realize his is very very very weird and childish. And and and, I saw a half-naked picture of him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH ( eye-candy* 0.0 hahhaha just kidding lah!! )

Okay la, shouldn't talk about him so much because how if he also google MUFY and saw my page!! oh no and I will be the weird crazy ham sap stalker. OH NO I AM BECOMING LIKE AH MEI. hahahahahahhahaha just kidding don't have la.

ah mei is the prettiest, friendliest and smartest person ever. *ahem*

Such a good way to end my day. haha
now i can laugh myself to sleep because it is so funny!!!

Moonlight resonance

2008-09-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

I LOVE MOONLIGHT RESONANCE!!!
In 3 days I have already finish 25 episodes, HAHA. I personally think I am becoming crazy cause of watching too much of that show.
There are a few things I find it very annoying or funny.

# 1 They always swear!! swear swear, not curse swear. hahahhaa. They always say that " I SWEAR IF I ACTUALLY DO THAT I WILL DIEEEEE" or stuff la. hahahah it keep repeating until it is becoming quite boring.

# 2 Got one episode where Jo Ba is crying, his bei si is like 20 cm long! HAHAHAHHA NO JOKE!!!!! IT IS SUPER SUPER LONG AND SO DISGUSTING!!! NEVER KNEW THAT SOMEONE'S BEI SI CAN BE SO LONG HAHAHHAHA. until lam fung have to wipe it for him. HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHA LAUGH UNTIL I PENGSAN HAHAHAHA

# 3 I REALLY HATE SA YI!! she is so annoying and irritating and and and okay,I just hate her!! FUCK OFFF LA SA SA!!!! okay sorry, too involved in that show. hahah

Aiya, in conclusion that show make me very angry la. haha and very emotional too.
watch that show people!!!

oh and happy holiday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-09-16T22:51:00.004+08:00

Random friend 1 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!
Me : ???

Random friend 2 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!
Me : Whatttt, today is not even my birthday.

Random friend 3 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!
Me : ...

Random friend 963628 : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!
Me : *gives up* thank you.

LET ME CLARIFY SOMETHING,

TODAY IS REALLY NOT MY BIRTHDAY!!

haha so stop wishing me happy birthday ( for today)

:)

5 Things I Really Hate

2008-09-15T22:23:00.005+08:00

1. Strawberry. The only thing cute about strawberry is its shape, oh and the taste. but look at the colour combination!! And the pores on its surface!! YUCK strawberry is not cute!!

2. My hair. BAHHHH my hair is short, too short. BAHHHH

3. Sweating. HAHAHAHAHAHHA I am embarrassed to admit but i think i inherited my father's sweating genes!! The amount of sweat I can sweat is crazy!!! hahahah so don't laugh at me when I start to sweat!!

4. The stupid answering machine in my physics class. Can he ever shut up in class!! I really don't like him leh.

5. Nothing to eat when I am home. haha, very annoying okay when you are super hungry and when you finally reach home, there's nothing to eat.

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Today I was sketching something then suddenly a person came and said " yer, why your drawing so ugly" then I answered "because I am not a very good drawer ma"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

geddit!!!! drawer drawer!!!!

.
.
.
.
ehh!! give some response la!!
you have to admit its very funny okay!! I laughed for a full 5 minutes for that!!

+++

when I finally print out my research paper, I nearly cried. Tears of joy!
finally no more beauty pageants and beauty pageants and beauty pageants!!

+++

I am watching so much Grey's Anatomy now I am considering studying medicine in the future.

NAH!

just kidding. haha never in a million years.

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Speaking bout Grey's Anatomy, I suddenly remember about something funny.
They always mention something about boats, fairy boats , and I always wonder why.

HAHA until one day it suddenly strike me that its not fairy boats, its FERRY boats!

hahahaah

+++

Random friend 1 that I never talked to : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!!
Me : ???
Random friend 1: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!! Spencer said today is your birthday.
Me : harh! spencer knew that its my birthday but he didn't wish me!! oh, how did he know that?
Random friend 1: ERHHHH...
Me : ANYWAY, today is not even my birthday. haha
Random friend 2 which I happen to be very close : Her birthday is at the 17th la!!
Me : ER.. actually..its on the 19th.
Random friend 1 : so today is not your birthday? *disappointed*
Random friend 2 : so 17th is not your birthday? *disappointed*
Me : Nah, don't think so.

+++

I have sore throat which i highly suspect is because I've been driving a lot around lately.
Why is this so?

More driving --> Stuck in traffic jam --> Listening to music more often --> singing more often and more loud --> sore throat.

I am sick now.
:(
miserable miserable sharon.

okay, it's weird that I am referring myself as the third person.

OMG

2008-09-07T23:12:00.001+08:00

OMGOMGOMG ITHINKIAMGONNAEXPLODEANDBURST

ICANNOTHANDLETHESTRESSOFDOINGMYRESEARCHPAPER.ohnooooooooGG.

WISH ME LUCK MAN.

DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Random

2008-09-06T12:28:00.002+08:00

Went to Matta fair yesterday.It was so so big! went there for 3 hours and only manage to cover one hall.

Do you think I should go Japan? expensive leh!! but it will be so much fun!!

+++

Went for the clarins warehouse sales with Sam just now and spent so much on er, useful stuff even though everything is not much cheaper. hahaha I am broke again.

+++

I realize lala which is not dead is very very disgusting, you can see the meat/flesh moving!!! YUCK

but i still like eating it. hehhh

According to Grey's Anatomy,

2008-09-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

PARIAH IS AN ENGLISH WORD!
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

WHAT! i always thought its hokkien ma.
hehh

again,

PARIAH IS AN ENGLISH WORD!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-08-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

It's finally Mary Tan Mei-Yan's 18th birthday!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
MEI YAN'S AH NE NE PICTURE!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
PAT KUA/PAT GUA/BAT KUA COW!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Love you always,
Sharon.

Getting blind

2008-08-14T16:03:00.002+08:00

This morning I woke up with an itchy right eye.
Thought it was nothing so I proceed with my usual morning routine, newspaper, breakfast and watch TV. ( only have class at 1215).

Then!! my right eye starting to get really itchy and started to tear non-stop. It can barely open and seeing things blurly. When I checked closely, I realize my cornea is swelling!! LIKE A MOSQUITO BITE!

I got freaked out and faster google about it. Found out that it is some weird disease with a freaky long name worst, you may get blind! OH EM GEE.

My eyes are so uncomfortable so I decided not to go to school as it is very dangerous to drive with one blind eye. So, I decided to cry myself into sleep. WHAT! I THOUGHT I AM GETTING BLIND WHAT.

So once my mom get back home from school she brought me to the doctor.

Doctor, doctor. My daughter says her eyes feel very uncomfortable.
Hmm its not red. So does it itch?
Yes
Is it swollen?
Yes
Can you see things clearly?
Yes
Oh then its nothing much, its just a bacteria infection. Something like pas in the eye.
...

COOL!! The doctor can detect my problem by just looking it for 2 seconds!!
Hahahaha and I though I was getting blind!
Shall study medicine in the future, cool eh!

Anyway, I am feeling alright now just a bit bengkak at the right eye.
hehhh

Of complaints and converse

2008-08-13T22:21:00.008+08:00

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:+:+:+:

On a happier note!

Anyone knows where to buy cheap converse-look-alike shoes? HEHHH
want to buy converse but its a tad too expensive for me now. Any alternatives? :)))

:+:+:+:

oh and btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM WONG~
:)

FYI

2008-08-03T21:02:00.001+08:00

I am not working anymore.

Rather not talk about it, but I'm not working now.

HAHA

so meanwhile, find me out!! before I get my new job hehhhh

Of koreans and japanese

2008-08-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

waiting for a cab with han han another day then suddenly a 40/50 years old ah pek cycle beside us,

ah pek : oh baby! MUAX MUAX! LOVE YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!

(giving him disgusting shit green colour because he is disgusting)

me and han han : T_________________________________________________T
me : sorry, malaysia got a lot of this kind of weird people. and HAHA AH PEK LOVES YOU! HAHAHAHAHAHAH

*note : han han is a korean

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went out with dyan's host sister yesterday. will post pictures of kawaii re ben mei (japanese girl) soon.

^^

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sunway international school student are extraordinary cute. THEY ARE THAT CUTE

teehee

2008-07-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM BACK NEGLECTED BLOG!

hahahaha, not that i don't want to update you darling, its because i am too busy to do so. But when I am finally free ( very free in fact) , I lost my ilham and i don't know what to write!!!
ohno i am no talented blogger.

So life has been pretty hectic due to my new schedule. Only thing i manage to do is go to school, drink addictive chocolate milk to substitute for my lunch then come home and sleep.

THEN! during the weekend i become super free. donno why noone wanna ask me out! huhuhu. Then when someone actually ask me out i become too lazy to actually go out of the house. EH A LOT OF WORK LEH. set my hair, make up, change then now have to drive there summore! ohno

SO, i decided to get a job. Besides to earn more money to support my high maintainence lifestyle ( har-har) and to pass my weekends more meaningfully besides going ou and spend more money! OH and get used to the idea of studying and working at the same time. You know, since I will be going aussi next year and have to do the same thing. May as well start now isn't it!

So you must be thinking ' are you crazy?! you are taking 5 subjects this sem isn't it! '

Aiya, SPM i took 10 subjects leh!!

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hmm what else?

oh i did something really stupid the other day.
I was using iPhone ( like a cool college student 8) ) then I went online browsing.

What I didn't realize is I didn't on my wifi so I was using maxis provider to online. OH EM GEEEEE, THEN I JUST REALIZE I USED ALMOST 20 RINGGIT PURELY FOR USING THE INTERNET.

haih shall never use iPhone anymore. ( JUST KIDDING! I STILL LOVE IPHONE)

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shall post up pictures in the next post.
Until then, toodles!

College is starting :(

2008-07-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

I have the world suckiest timetable.

Monday: 9.45am to 5.30pm. No break in between. DIE. Wait, DIH* (DIE OF HUNGER)
Tuesday : 9.45am to 4.00pm. 1 hour and 15 minutes of break.
Wednesday : 9.45am to 4.00pm. No break in between. DIH*
Thursday : 12.15pm to 5.30pm. 1hour and 15 minutes of break.
Friday : 9.45am to 4.00pm. 1 hour and 15minutes of break.

Who can possibly have a worse timetable than me. :(((((((((((

Iam dreading college now.

SIGH

The Ultimate Race

2008-07-06T19:24:00.003+08:00

Dyan and I, Natalie and Sam went for the One Utama Ultimate Race Challenge!!
It was tiring,but fun.

Didn't manage to win anything but Teh Han Ming manage to win RM10,000, the first prize! CRAZYYY AND I AM SERIOUS.
so envy!! imagine stuff I can get with that amount of money gaspppppp

We have so many different task like, count the number of stores in a certain floor(who cares!), rock climbing, drink coke light until you can find the marked cup and etc etc. NOT EASY OKAY ( at least for me ) haha because the location of every task is always very far away and we have to always ruuuunnnn all the way to another side of OU.

Confession:
1. Will always remember OU as the place where I ran and ran and ran. HAHA 18 years worth of running add together also not as much as today.

2. I personally think that Han Ming is very geng chao. He beat another 115 groups of contestant leh! means 230 people!!!

3. I feel very sorry for Dyan for slowing her down. Heh sorry.

4. I am super super scared of Sam when she is mad and frustrated. She sounds like she is gonna eat me up. Haha I still love you bee bee cow!!

5. My leg muscle is aching now. So I have to go and rest now. haha

Quickies!

2008-06-28T00:03:00.007+08:00

#1 Happy birthday Sandra Leong!! ( 21/06/2008)

Thanks for being a great friend. Remember 3 Jasmin and we were stranded in the boy group and sitting in front of Steventheprefect and beside rubenandjieyan. haha we felt so miserable because we really wanted to join the girl group at the very far east in the classroom. Haha! how i miss when we were in form 3 and had so much fun! OH suddenly I remember bout Nafie and Faiz, HAHA, how Nafie always scold me when I sing some weird,childish song and Faiz will come and ask me how many gigis do I have and how many bijis of rice do I eat everyday.
HAHA

Thanks for always being there for me when I need you. Even though you always laugh at my broken english*cough*its shivering!*cough* You are always there when I feel really bad and you will say ' no what! you are very pretty and smart!' even though its far from reality but it still makes me smile because I know I have a friend who cares.

When we were really young and innocent. HAH!

Remember when we always gossip about others and you will ask me not to talk bad about other people but I know you secretly enjoyed it. ( HAH!) Remember the time when I confessed to bigassguy and he immediately report it to you ( SUPER ANGRY WHY DID I ACTUALLY DO THAT) Remember shi shi boy? Remember when I cried just because you twisted my arm? Remember when I start going church with you and quited after a month? (SORRY!)
Too many memories for me to list it all down here and I fear that I will cry after listing it all down.

To think that I won't be around to celebrate your birthday with you in the future makes my heart ache. How much will I miss you and the gang. I hope we will always,always be friends and never fall apart.
Happy birthday, my friend.

#2 Happy birthday Yong Li May ( 22/06/2008)

Hello hello! its babana's/yong tao foo/youth from triplesexyyouth/ limao/mandy(hah!I still remember)/scout freak birthday!

And this picture reminds me of you always looking very pretty even when we actually agreed to pose ugly-ly together in a pics. Then somehow my really ugly picture will be all around smkdu. SIGH

" Hello!! do you want to smell my forage cap? *hugegrind* " smallsharon asked smalllimay after marching on a sunny saturday morning.

This is how we actually know each other. When we started knowing each other, limay meiyan and I will talk about scouts all day long. Then we grew older and became 14 and get closer. Meiyan will call her and talk for an hour, then she will call me and talk for an hour and finally I will call meiyan and talk for an hour. And it goes on and on like this for a year. Haha, we were so close together that we formed the TripleSexayYouth and had a book about it.

We started to share our deepest secret--our crushes. Limay and redschoolbag boy, Meiyan and Jameswong, me and KevinT. Meiyan will always scoop the latest,dirtiest gossip about our crushes and quickly report to us. HAHA

We will go to Kims every saturday after scouts and order a large longan drinks. Then after that we will either go hang out in your house or go for campfires. how I misses campfires!!

And now, we are all grown up. Everyone is busy with their own things. Limay with her bf, Sam with her college and Meiyan with her cyberjaya. I have to admit that we are growing apart from each other and running out of topics to talk about.
However, I still hope even we have nothing to talk about but we will still meet up and crap just to maintain this friendship. Promise, okay?
Same like what I have just said to Sandra, to think that I will not be around to celebrate your 19th with you is so..sad. Because I have always celebrate your birthday together with you since forever! So don't forget about me when you are blowing those birthday candles!

Anyway, happy birthday, my love.

#3 My result is out and I am pretty satisfied with it!! :) :) :) rewards anyone? How about a trip to Japan? HAHAHA *just kidding*

#4 Went out to watch Made of Honour (was great!) and personally thinks that I had a badoutfitday. :( oh well.

#5 urm, continue taking my contraceptive pills again because Mrs. P is boycotting me again.

#6 Going to Kuala Selangor tomorrow to watch the ying huo chong (can't remember what it is called in english, blinking bug?? hah!) with my fathers' Foo Chow association. HAH! laugh all you want people because I am forced to okay!!

#7 Sometimes, having too many new clothes doesn't feel good because there are so many pieces to choose from and you will suddenly feel that there's nothing much to wear.

#8 I do miss college, I really do!

#9 I just ate a hughass bao yu ( abalone) and after all these years, I just realize I don't like it. haha because I suddenly thinks that it is a bit smelly! Does it really smells or is it just because I am probably pregnant? HAHA

#10 Deciding whether should get a ds or psp. But I think in the end I won't get any because family is mad at me for spending money like water :/ oh oh, and I hope qing-ai-de-ge-ge will be back from landfarfaraway for holiday because I miss him a lot! If only Susan can be back together <:(

So thats it!
Theres 10 quickies up :) *pats my own head*

Landfarfarabove

2008-06-18T23:10:00.005+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE I AM HOME!!

hahaha i think no one realize that I am gone for a few days but anyway, I went to Bangkok with Sam and her mom for holiday/shopping trip. Can't post any pictures now because I can't seem to find my cable and most of the pictures are with Sam. SO WAIT!

let me blog about the trip while the memory is still fresh.

oh oh!! When we were checking in, Sam forgotten her passport! FOR REAL! (see who's the clumsy one!) Anyway her maid come to the rescue and manage to bring her passport in time. PHEW talk about bad luck before the trip even started. HAHA

then we checked into the Lub D youth hostel which Sam and I absolutely love and adore. Everything is so nice and perfect! the rooms are clean, toilets are clean and the staff are probably the friendliest staff you can find. Besides, it is so new and so safe because they seem to be using the most high tech safety locks! more modern than those hotels. And when you are free, you can go to the lobby and use their internet service( a lot of laptops there for you to use) or just sit there and get some eye candy because there are so many cute ang mohs! In fact, I don't think there are any asians except us and the staffs Or you can just go to the theater room which is huge and homey and filled with beam bags.
Rate : 9/10
1 mark deducted because didn't get to see the cute and hardworking staff at the last day. HAHA

We did so much shopping I tell you because stuff there are incredibly cheap and nice. Besides, Thais are probably the friendliest person on earth. Even though you are just asking for directions and not getting any stuff, they still direct you in the most friendly way possible!
I spent about RM 1200 ( haha, please don't tell my mom because she thought I only spent 500 and she even freaked out on that amount) and bought about 20 necklaces, 30 earrings, 5 bags, 6 pairs of shoes and hundreds of shirts. HAHA. Sam and her mom is much more powerful I tell you, probably bought double of what I have. SERIOUS. oh I tell you skinny people go Bangkok shopping very nice one la.

oh oh, Taxi drivers there are so cute and kind too! some of them wanted to talk to us but can't because of language barrier :(

Taxi Driver: Where you from?
Sam : Malaysia
Taxi Driver : ohhh now studying? working?
Sharon : Huh? shopping.

HAHAHA. it was so funny when I said shopping because it feels like shopping is my occupation! HOW I WISH!
and another taxi driver keep telling us to beware of Mafias, haha so cute.

I think the only drawback of this Thailand trip is the food. I must say that the food are rather disappointing because the portion is very small and some of it taste funny because its either too sweet or too sour or too spicy. But our last meal there was GREAT, only the last meal though.

Conclusion:
1. I am glad that Sam and I didn't really fight. We only talk very loud at each other and despise each others outfit. HAHA *points at Sam SUPER lala pants and jasmine pants*
2. I am also very glad that Sam's mom followed us because she is originally not in the plan. OH did I tell you that Sam's mom is now alone in Bangkok because Sam bought the wrong ticket for her. OH EM GEE talk about blur-ness. so aunty Chin can only reach KL by tomorrow. Anyway, back to the topic. Having an adult with us is so much better because it feels really good to have a backup. Hehe. THANK YOU Aunty Chin and Sam!! I hope that Sam and her mom is not annoyed by me because I did take a lil advantage on Aunty Chin because some of the meals and taxi fare is paid by her. ( Sorry yeah, not enough money =S )
3. We didn't get sick of each other even we are seeing each other day and night for 5 days! ( I hope Sam feels the same way though)
4. I LOVE BANGKOK!! I want to marry a Bangkok-ian in the future!! Because Bangkok guys are cute( very cute ), gentle ( really soft spoken) and friendly ( told you Thais are the friendliest people already what!). AWHH or at least migrate there when I am older. ITS THAT GOOD!

So..will post up the pictures soon!

Love,
Sharon.

Family

2008-06-13T16:46:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what did I do to deserve such good family.

When I said that I am feeling very depressed for losing my phone, I got a new phone flying from Aussi the next day.
When I said that I do not have enough money to use, I get a ang pao a few days later.
When I said that I really like that top, I have to stop my mom from buying it because its too pricey.
When I said that I really want a PSP, I have someone to buy one for me and another to pay for it.
When I said that I want to go for a holiday getaway, I have someone to pay for the air ticket and another to give me pocket money even I said that I have enough money.
When I said that I am feeling very depressed, I got a phone call immediately asking me whats happening.

I really appreciate all of these, I really do.
Thank you :)

Quick Update

2008-06-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

1. Went to Jusco to get something then suddenly saw a girl looking at me then shouted " SHAROOOONNNN". I was thinking ' yer freaky weird girl calling me faster go" and OH its actually sandra back from NS! HAHA small world small world.

2. My ke po chi father went to change my shampoo into body shampoo. ARGH SO ANGRY because i actually use bosy shampoo on my hair. ARGHHHH

3. I didn't know LAN class is so booooooring. really!! I thought all of you exaggerated when you guys are telling me how boring is it. OH NO CAN DIE.

4. My mother gave me 50 euro and my dad gave 20 USD for my upcoming trip. SO WEIRD.

5. Went to watch amazing grace not long ago with sam and epk. how's the show you ask. the show can easily be my top 3 most boring show you can ever watch in cinema. YUCK

6. Mary tan mei-yan went to cyberjaya and ariri went to nilai for studies. TAKE CARE MY FRIEND!

7. Ate super a lot of chocolate because my parents bought (at least) 20 bars of chocolate.

That's it!!
so, have a good day!!

YAY

2008-06-04T01:46:00.005+08:00

woohoo!

feeling good because
- exam is over
- parents coming back
- holiday is coming!!
- bought a lot of stuff

:) :) :)

anyway i was having my adv maths paper this afternoon and i really have to go to the bathroom! but pai seh la to walk around the hall when having exam. SO i decided to wait for at least a girl to go to the bathroom so i look more normal walking around with loud shoe. HAHA. Then after waiting for like an hour, no girls went yet! So i turned around and realize AHH the whole hall only got 6 girls because only 6 of us taking adv maths.
Therefore i wasted my one hour seeing all the boys going to the toilet!

HAHA very crappy but you must understand how nervous it is when you really want to go to the loo while having exams. HEHE

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and i realize that a lot, A LOT of people like to force me to talk about cars. REALLY. I am really bad in taking about cars. even worse than my sis. YEA that bad. so stop talking to me about cars.

because after the exam went for lunch with some of them and they keep saying 'eh now car plate until what alphabet ah' ' aiyo you know that car..DAMN NICE LA WEI' ' impossible you can find a car with alphabet o '
and so on. EH really very stressed leh because I really dono what they are trying to tell me. HAHA

talking about cars, I THINK i drifted today. NOT VOLUNTARY and i know its impossible for an auto car to actually drift. but serious!!

because when i was turning i nearly crash into another car ( again ) so my car was actually sliding to the left...parallel to the road. SUPER SCARY I TELL YOU ( saw white light GASP ) i really think I am not that kind of person that should be driving around. HAIH

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I just realize sunway is really a rich people school!

Just know that a good friend of mine is policeman's son ( HAHA LAUGH ALL YOU WANT PEOPLE! because i literally spit a mouth full of rice on derrick when i heard this. EH REALLY VERY FUNNY LA OKAY ) and another one is from a doctor family.

its okay la but then both of them looks very ah beng one! HAHA * dont kill me please *

and they continue to tell me about others and I just realize EH THEY REALLY VERY RICH LO.

haha

Miserable

2008-05-29T11:56:00.001+08:00

I feel so miserable and I never feel this miserable before.

The problem is I don't even know why do I feel this way.

SIGH I feel really really bad now.

what can I do?

:((((

Tag

2008-05-25T02:05:00.003+08:00

If you know me well, you will notice that I never do tags.

Because..if you start to do tags there will be another 30000 more tags for you to finish.

Anyway I decided to do this because I am so bored!! hehe

1. Have you been trying to avoid something or someone?
haha, avoid sweating too much and eating too much.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
US. WHAT! it is the most expensive air ticket edi okay.

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Sleep and stay at home watching my chinese drama and being a anti-social.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
The old saying, Money can't buy happiness but we can't possibly be happy without money.

5. If you fail to achieve your goal, what will you do?
Try harder next time. Or just give up. haha

6. What do you see in an ideal girlfriend/boyfriend?
Manly hand and a bit of mustache.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My hair. getting bald is everyone's worst nightmare. hahaha SERIOUS!

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Give my papa so he can make more money. Hehe

9. What is the most recent embarrassing thing you have done?
ER my pants was too loose and I didn't realize my panty was half exposed. HAH-HAH.

10. Who do you think deserved more to win, David A or C?
A!! he is sooo cute! but oh well.

11. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years time?
er, in 10 years time i will be 28 so I should be traveling around the world with my true love, my billionaire true love. HAHA

12. Would you date someone who's at least 10 years older or younger than you?
I dont mind 10 years older since daniel wu is already 14 years older than me. But 10 years younger? nahhh.

13. What is your ambition?
To lose weight without going through all the dieting process. HEHE oh oh! and people stop calling me cute but sexy. HAHAHAHA because cute=nothing better to say ( according to Derrick)

14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
Don't want la, only once that means you cannot come back you know!!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends.

16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
Eat less KFC when I was younger so I probably won't be in this size now.HMPHHH

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Clumsiness, lack of sense of direction ( causing me a lot of trouble) and be more concentrated on things I want to achieve.

18. Which language do you hope to be better in?
Spanish. HEH

19. What is your least favourite animal?
Animal? er frogs and turtles counted ah?

20. What are your wishes?
Able to save enough money to visit places I want to visit.

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post

Men

2008-05-25T00:44:00.006+08:00

After analyzing, I realize I am sucker for man who:

- have small eyes
- have thin lips
- got mustache (very man leh!! )
- strong hands ( no need biceps hehe, just hands with popping vein)
- uses the word diao in a manly way ( HEHEHHEE)
- is not funny ( REALLY!!)
- is nerdy
- have nice hair style
- have a good sense of direction ( very important as I tend to get lost very easily)
- is very..how to say? opposite of feminist? da nan ren? (because I always cannot make my decision and need someone to do it for me!)
- have no nose hair sticking out of their nose ( SUPER IMPORTANT I TELL YOU)
- wears flower-ly crocs ( GEDDIT Alice? hehhehehe)

okayyy, offfff to study my finals!

p/s : SAMANTHA CHIN I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!

Clumsiness

2008-05-24T02:47:00.004+08:00

So my parents are off to Europe again for holiday.

I am here stuck to be a chef, dishwasher, laundry maker( people who wash clothes),maid, teacher ( marking my mom's student's paper) and a new one, driver.

OH most important is a student because i will be having my finals next week. After that I promised to babysit my cousin.

SIGH why is my life full of miserable responsibility. Some more not get paid!! >:(

Anyway, what I was trying to tell you guys is my parents got pick pocketed in Europe again!!

OH MY make me so worried about them I tell you.

In case you are not a follower of this blog ( HAHA), just want to tell you that my parents got pick pocketed in Spain last year too!

and this time is their second day in Sweden and they get pick pocketed again!

AIYO why like that. Last year they lost 500...ringgit, this time they lost 500...euro.

HOW CAN THEY BE SO CLUMSY! the money is enough for me to have a luxury trip in Thailand leh!
okay la, to be fair I can't blame them because its just their second day and they haven't start spending their $$.

Now I only hope that my parents can still enjoy their trip especially my dad because he is normally such a kedekut person, losing his money, camera and phone to other people will be so hard on him!
because he seems to always have this kind of problem. HAHA! how many times have he lost his phone and camera I ask you. ( HINT : more than me! )

The conclusion : You can't blame me for being so clumsy at times as it is in my genes. HEHE

Announcement

2008-05-19T00:53:00.003+08:00

The author of www.shahrone.blogspot.com, Sharon, is finding for:

1. Holiday shopping/party-ing partner. ( 5/06/08 - 4/06/08)

2. Partner to go to Singapore ( 6/06/08 - 9/06/08)
- confirmed : Alice.

3. Partner to go to shopping trip in Bangkok, Thailand ( end of June)
- confirmed : Samantha.

4. SUGAR DADDY! :D

Anyone interested, kindly contact Sharon or leave a comment in www.shahrone.blogspot.com. :) :) :)

But the only problem is I will be having 3 hours of LAN class everyday during the holiday! :0
* stomps feet and rush to sunway and burn the college*

Last goodbye

2008-05-15T23:26:00.003+08:00

I always know I am blur, but I didn't know I am that blur!!

Everything happened when I was pumping petrol ( even though I personally prefer calling it pumping oil) in BP. Then you know, your er, oil gun (?) which is gonna provide you oil have to put into the oil tank then you can only press the oil gun so the petrol can flow out from the station and proceed into your car right!!

Then I haven't chap my oil gun properly to my oil tank hole then I suddenly press the thing!!
SUDDENLY PETROLEUM, expensive valuable PETROLEUM IS FLYING EVERYWHERE INCLUDING MY PANTS, SHOES AND LEGS!! ohhh emmm geeee!! so scary la wei. I so scared that BP will explode due to you know, petroleum leaking everywhere. and worst!! I wasted my petrol and you know la, petrol these days very expensive leh. SO SCARY LA I TELL YOU * note to self : DO NOT repeat it again *

on top of that!! I cut my wrist when I was panic-ing!! So today almost a dozen of people came and asked me that I commit suicide is it.

AHHHHHH

Talk of the day

2008-05-11T17:54:00.002+08:00

Went out with Peng Khuan and Arinah,

*stops in front of Dharoos and pulls hand break. Preparing to off the engine*
' eh why you suddenly stop here? '
' oh you say yam cha mah. So go down la '
' but you haven't park yet!! '
' er, no. This is HOW I PARK'
' HARH! but your car's buttock is half out '
' okay okay, i re-park okay'

haha, sorry la my driving skill is very terrible.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

2008-05-11T01:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPYMOTHERSDAYHAPPYMOTHERSDAYHAPPYMOTHERSDAY

I LOVE MY MOTHER,

do you?

:) :) :)

oh fuck

2008-05-08T19:15:00.003+08:00

anyway, if you know me well you will know that i DO NOT usually curse besides when i am driving.

oh, this post is specially dedicated for Alice Ting Pei Weng because after listening what a day I had,she said ' wao i can foresee how your blog post will be like' but in the first place I didn't even thinking about witting a blog post about this unlucky day. so everyone thank Alice for this blog post.

ANYWAY, i fetched my dad to the airport and when I was driving home, I GOT LOST! MY GOD! i went to some land far far away, which i think its at the outskirt of subang, dono la somewhere near taman negara la. Then i kena honk numerous time for driving very uncertainly. HAH! Then donno what happened I am suddenly back to my school! haha super happy and relieved okay when I saw Sunway H.

Then I came home, have a nap then go to school. so when I was finding a place to park to car, I crashed into a saga. ( I am SO SORRY saga! ) my whole bumper crack and I nearly die. oh, not die of crashing la, but then die of guiltiness.

OH WELL, the bumper now is already half rotten and I can't do anything much until my dad gets back.

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I was having a meal with my mates just now, there is actually a girl, A* which I am always not very fond of because she do not have a great personality. But I was always trying my best to you know, befriended her for she is in our 'gang'.

But now I personally think she is getting worse. As in, you are already in college, you better think more about your actions before you do something lah right.

okay, MAYBE she is not getting worse, she still remains the same. Just that as I grow older, I met more new people, and realize how terrible her attitude is. Not only her actually, but a lot more of my friends are like that. They just..stop growing up.

As in c'mon, even I, the dont-bother personality also start to think that we have to be more considerate to fit ourself into the 'realworld' right. I probably do not have a very good character but I dare to say that I did try my best.

oopsss talking too much now. better keep my mouth zipped. BYE~

I am bored.

2008-05-02T16:51:00.004+08:00

Hi folks! the reason why I am blogging in college now while waiting for the bus to arrive is because the girl beside me is typing super fast for her facebook. So her keyboard sound is like non-stop and I feel very intimidated by her for having such silent keyboard which also proves that I am a quiet uunsocial nerd. eh seriously you know, imagine a girl beside you who is very chique and facebook page damn long lo( not that I really care la, but still) very weird right if i just remind quiet. Therefore I am typing this post to make my keyboard noisy. HAHA. so its basically a utterly nonsense and useless post.

Hmm, yesterday I was actually thinking about my life. As in, my life now is just so dull. Don't get me wrong, I like my college life. Everything is so up-to-you. But other than studying and going out with friends, my life is nothing. eh really l think I should maybe do something. what do you think? Job? Charity work? join some clubs?

sigh, i really donno what can I do unless I can find something that can inspire me.

okay enough with this crappy post and my bus is coming. okay la bye bye everyone!

:)

Genting

2008-05-01T18:10:00.002+08:00

Yes, I went genting again. haha, GENTING IS FUN AND COOL OKAY.

so after college I went there, road sick then puked. HAHA it was so unexpected and funny because once I reached there, I wanted to talk to Dyan. So instead of words coming outta my mouth, puke came out. haha and sorry for the two cars which were parking below us for dirtying your car. HAHAHA

So after we get out room and stuff we went to eat KFC until we get bloated then walked around. oh ya, genting is such a nice place to shop. REALLY! they have MNG outlet there which is really cheap but the sizing doesn't really suit me because one moment I have to get S and another moment I have to get L. =S. Then we went to watch forbidden kingdom! wao that cinema was..noisy. hahaha and it was so weird that the front row got osim message chairs! hahahahahahahah. really funny.

during the show I was half asleep so please don't ask me what was the show about. It was already so late and I felt so tired after puking. hehe

then we went to the theme park next day.

I do not have much picture with me because those nice picture is with Dyan but since her internet just crashed, just wait lah.

I have to say as much as I love going genting, but i think it is starting to bore some of us.

see, even salena was so bored that she was folding her jacket. haha!

and dyan was sms-ing when we are at the top of the pirate ship!

but there are also random people doing random stuffs,

the guy got a pink fox as his scarf! T_______T

the guy brought his own binoculars T___________T

and I did take a lot of my own self portrait when I was on some other ride. eh very bored okay.

okay thats it, BYE BYE! haha